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Monday, June 30, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA YIN!

I know it's still 30 June and not 1 July, but you shall just pretend that it's your birthday already. (: I hope you'll have a much better birthday than me. Tmr's going to be a very important day and it's not just your birthday. I'm worried but I guess there's no point worrying now right? It's too late.

I've been really guai these days. I mean I actually did Bio, Econs and Chem tutorials. Like whoa? I've not done tutorials since I started school this year. Maybe only a handful so this is a huge accomplishment. I hope I can keep this up? Cos I know my CT results aren't gonna be beautiful and my mum will probably kill me.

Anyway, today's a happy day. I went for dental just now and my dentist said I can take my braces off next Monday. OMG! I feel so excited. I've forgotten how my teeth looks like already. I hope my dental appointment wouldn't clash with 4W's class outing if we're gonna have it. My dentist was saying maybe we should make it on Tuesday and she can grant me permission to leave sch early. But then, I decided to be nerdy and make it on Monday since there's no school on Mon anyway. Okay no lah siao. How can I resist an opportunity to pon school? I still have CAAL on Tuesday so after dental I still need to go for CAAL which is stupid since I need to go all the way from Toa Payoh to Woodlands. -.-

Went back to school for PW today. It wasn't so bad. xD

Okay, shall go do my CAAL reflections now. Allicia was saying that we need to hand them in tmr or latest by Wed. And I haven't handed in a single thing yet? I didn't even hand in my consent form also. LOL. My slacking spirit is still going on so strong. Yay, there's CAAL tmr. Although I'm not looking forward to the noisy kids, I'm looking forward to the foodtrail before that. Whee!

Yum!

This jacket damn nice right? Both Adeline and I like it alot!

Korean Food. Ahh Liudi, thinking about Rain?

Today's the big day! It's going to be Spain VS Germany. Ahh. Go Spain. You guys must win okay? Y'all are really awesome. :D

My brother totally freaked me out just now by saying there's school tomorrow. I forgot that others are still having exams so I was stunned and thought there was really school tmr! Stupid brother.

Was talking to Jia Yin and Nicole about the issue. Gosh. It's forever on my mind. I cannot even fall asleep thanks to it you know. I hope we can settle it peacefully soon. Please. (:

Haiz, they cancelled the training plus sushi buffet cos too little people could make it. Well, I'm one of those people because I got PW meeting in the morning followed by Maths VA meeting after that. And my mum's taking leave tmr cos she's not feeling well. I shall be nice and accompany her to the doctor's. Yay.

I finished my Bio Stem Cells concept map today. Like finally?!?! But then my group has barely done anything about the Bio VA? Since it's going to be 5% of the promos grade, I'd better do something about it? Wah, but I feel damn lazy. Looks like I have no choice since I promised to send Nicole a brief outline before she goes offline (I hope that's not too soon :/). And she's pissed with Bob? Awwww.

Siow Yu sent an email about this run-> http://www.touchrun.com/

Looks pretty fun you know. Lose weight and help charity at the same time. Yeah, but need to pay. Oh yeah, speaking of charity, my brother is trying to con me of my money. He's selling a tiny Kit Kat bar for 2 bucks cos his CCA is forcing them to. Wah, like damn ex. I think I 99% need to buy from him since I doubt his classmates will be that goondu enough to buy for him. Z.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

Today is an unproductive day, academic wise. Ya lah, I know CTs over so supposed to slack. But then I still need to do some tutorials leh. Like Bio etc. I still haven't finished the stem cell concept map that we're supposed to do, or rather, I've barely started. Dang.

Okay, I'm talking to Olivia now and I just want to declare that it's a small world!

OLIVIA KNOWS TRENT.

What a small world. Oh well. Whatever. It's not like I know Trent so who cares.

Went Novena today with Adeline. Managed to explore Velocity and Square 2. Square 2 is like so confusing. There're so many paths to take and then you'll end up feeling lost like Adeline. Unlike me who has a mega good sense of direction and didn't get lost. Whee. But today's a bad day. I spent alot of money leh. :( But I felt great so yeah, shall pretend that I didn't. xD

Argh. I need to bring my laptop to school on Monday for PW. :( Then I need to rush home for Maths VA discussion. Then I may have training? Then there'll be a sushin buffet. Busy busy busy. :/

Friday, June 27, 2008

COMMON TESTS ARE OVER!

Hooray. No more mugging till the early morning. No more complaining to Li Ying, Jia Yin and Diana of how unprepared I am. No more last minute studying. No more notes/books etc etc. I'm finally free!

So, was supposed to go out with Adeline and Jia Yin today. And in the end it was postponed cos Adeline wanted to accompany her mother. Went Woodlands because I'm a nice person. The bus ride almost made me vomit. The bus kept jerking and so the trip sucked. Discussed about some important issue.

I dunno why but I feel very sociable now. But only now cos I think the feeling will be gone tmr. Siow Yu was being such a pig okay. She refused to acknowledge her big and shiny forehead as usual. And she's coming to NJ for the ODAC race this Saturday! Anyway, she was saying that she'll need to wear her swimsuit which sucks because she'll be as fat as Nattiong. I found it a nice similie man. HAHA.

Okay, I'm feeling super duper drained now. Was watching America's Next Top Model just now and I think Chantal is really pretty and she has a nice name!

Nighty nights!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I AM SO SCREWED!

Haha, actually, I don't really care that much anymore.

Had GP and econs paper yesterday. GP was uhh, tough? Yeah. For the essay, I wrote about screen violence and I promoted it? Haha. And the two people in front of me, Ameline and Yang Zhi both wrote about it as well. :O Of the many topics to choose from, why did they pick the same on as me? :/ Their English are so good, the teacher marking my paper may flunk me because my essay will seem to childish compared to their. Argh. Oh and I asked a question in my essay but I cancelled it out at the last second. I was saying that the income of the producers and casts would be affected. Then I said: "Where would that put Jackie Chan then?" I know that I'm not supposed to question the examiner, but it just looked so appropriate you know? So I was really hesitant about cancelling it away. But I did it anyway and Denise, Diana and Ameline all said that I did the right thing. Haha. The compo was crap okay! I couldn't paraphrase anything. My mind was like malfunctioning or something. And I was distracted by something/someone. Glad GP's over. They will probably slot me in the GP clinic or something. Or downgrade me to other GP classes. No idea why did they even put me into one of the better classes anyway. There're tons of muggers who have awesome English in NJ, I think.

Went to grandstand to study with Li Ying after that. Wow. It was surprisingly conducive! But I was really distracted because I kept looking at Nanyang and wished that it was some dormitory so that I can live there. Stared at the trees because they're good for my eyes. Stared at the buses at went by because I wanted to go home badly. Stared at Hwa Chong's clock tower and thought of their ghost stories. Stared at all the NJ kids coming back from somewhere. But oh well, I managed to cram alot in that short period of time, although I was denied the priviledge of a real meal. Econs was like f. Firstly, I wanted an essay on elasticity since I understand that topic the best but that did not come out. What the! The first question was about the price of crops. When I saw it I was like oh crap because I totally ignored the fact that I have to study Mrs Poon's notes on the price of rice. =.= I still did that question anyway because the second one was on firms and my knowledge of firms like your knowledge of Jupiter. The case study was better since I had more time. I didn't finish case study and both essays by the way. :D

TODAYYY! The teacher asked us to reset our GC. Although my GC was on my table, I just totally ignored her because I have no bloody idea how to reset my GC. My GC and I are like long distant relative or something. I only approach it when I have no choice. Blah. So anyway, the chem mcqs took me fricking long to do because most require working and thinking. I spent like 45 minutes plus on it and I didn't complete like 8 or 9 questions out fo 20? LOL. I shaded a for the rest because I seriously had NO time. The examiner saw me doing that but it's like I have a choice right? Okay, maybe I do. I could have left it blank like Diana did. She said she left 10 mcqs blank. I hope at least one of my random lucky shading of a will get right okay. I cannot be so suay because my lucky colour today is purple and I specially wore purple shoes and socks for it. The second part of Chem paper was WORSE. I mean, I am unable to just pick an alphabet I like anymore! The first question got me stuck for ages! The second was alright but it was like the most worthless structured question compared to the rest. The third was pretty bad because I just re read the notes last night at 12 plus am when I was half dead. The last question was worth 20 bloody marks and I tried doing it in 5 minutes? Yay me. My future looks so bright now. NJ will probably kick me out of school or something. Or maybe they'll create a new class just for me! (:

It's the dreaded MATHS paper tmr. I am not looking forward to it because I have not read through diferentiation and trigo. Although it's only early afternoon now, I'm like so sleepy already. I think I'm going to catch a nap before I pass out or something. Oh yeah, and I totally do not want to think about my BIO paper on Thursday which I am only 1/8 prepared. I haven't touch 3/4 of my notes yet, less the assignments and tutorials.

Don't worry, I'm not really scared at all actually. I think the O Levels preparation was the worse thing I've ever encountered and nothing can top it off-yet. I can't wait for Common Tests to be over soon man. 2 more papers to go. Yay.

I shall end with a scene from the Suite Life of Zack and Cody. :D

Mother: You know I'm really starting to wonder if it's the right choice to let you both stay here in Hollywood to star in the TV show.
Cody: Of course it is. I can now save the money I've earned into my University fund.
Zack: And I can spend mine on girls.
PAUSE as mother and Cody looks at Zack.
Zack: Uhh, which includes my favourite girl, my mother!

I think I changed the words a little. I don't know. My brain is seriously malfunctioning. For the econs test, there was a question saying something like critically analayse this thing that the China Goverment did. They subsidise something, oh yeah, oil. So anyway, I was really out of ideas so I said it's a bad idea because the people being taxed will be tired. LOL. I did my whole econs test using common sense even though I studied. Maybe the school will tell me to drop econs! Okay, I might as well drop out of school. I'd rather go work now.

Off to sleep now. Fabregas scored in the penalty kicks in their match against Italy. And they won. Woohoo. :D

GO SPAIN!

Sunday, June 22, 2008

HELLO WORLD!

I am online and alive. (But I'll be dead starting from Monday)

So anyway, I can't believe that I actually came online. I was telling myself firmly just yesterday that I need to ban myself from the computer because I can just slack many hours off with it on. Arghs! Looks like I failed

Okay, it's getting late and I'm getting sleeping. I wanna get up to watch the repeat episode of Hana Kimi again tmr morn. Hopefully I'll be able to wake up. Can't believe that holidays are going to be over just like that. Fricking hell!

I found out that Yong Zhen likes Ikuta Toma too?! So I talked to her. Haha. Like 1 million years never talk to her already? I'm in danger man. So many people like him. :/ I need to fly over to Japan and pay him a visit ASAP. Can someone sponsor me please? THANKS A MILLION! :D Jia Yin is so lucky. At least she got to shake Kunda's hand before. Hmph.

Good night! :l

Saturday, June 21, 2008

More SNGG Camp Mystery photos. I think I may have uploaded some of them before but I'm too lazy to check.

The new tents looks so much better than the green ones. :/

Cute sign.

Xin Hui's masterpiece. I ruined it by saying:"You know you'll need to get rid of it later right?" Haha.

This year their flags' standard dropped alot.

I took photos of some nice ones. This one shows that the ends are fraying? WTH.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!

I intend to wish her Happy Bdae on the dot. But I forgot. Drats! Now we're of the same age. This deserves a celebration. So Jia Yin, are we going out next Friday to celebrate?

I'm so doomed for the common tests. I'm totally unprepared. I've been super unproductive today. I didn't finish a single chapter of Maths. Gosh. I'm such a big time slacker. I should drop out and go Poly instead. I'll probably enjoy life there. Hmph.

Was telling Nattiong that we should go celebrate end of Common Tests by eating. Hooray. And she was saying she wants to eat meat. Which is more than fine with me since I'm a bit time carnivore.

Any idea how to upgrade the fricking GC? I've been on KM for ages and I'm still clueless. There's almost no one from NJ online for me to ask! Are they all busy mugging while here I am, slacking my night off. :O

You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love.

Monday, June 16, 2008

Adeline and Me. [I shall post the rest of the pictures another day. My computer is lagging like crazy]

Gateway.

Mess. :/

What I ate that day. Surprisingly, my cough and flu was gone the next day!

I'm not here but heck.

Xin Hui, Li Yin, Fang Ting, Mindy and Me. :D

Li Yin and Xin Hui.

This was taken with Lim Zhen's cam.

Li Yin, Xin Hui, Mindy, Fang Ting, Me, Adeline, Charis, Lim Zhen and Jia Yin.

This one with my phone. I don't see much diff actually.

The campfire.

I am so dead for the common tests man. I mean everyone in NJ is mugging like crazy now and here I am, blogging. I spent the day watching TV etc. GAWD. And I don't really feel very worried because I believe that everything will work out. =.= I think Jia Yin must have spread the 'last-minut' virus to me. Boo hoo!

Sunday, June 15, 2008

Hello! :D

I ddin't want to blog today because I don't intend to upload any photos now. Clock's ticking at 225am. I need to rest considering the fact that I just got well and COMMON TESTS ARE COMING. Gosh. I'm not freaking out yet but I will, eventually.

Went back for guides on Friday. The campfire was erm, short? Yeah, that's the word for it. And there were awkwards parts here and there. I'm really out of touch with this whole guides thing cos I've not gone back for a million years.

Talked to JiaYin last night. We were both damn sleepy then we got agitated and unsleepy then sleepy again. My future looks pretty bright and happy now. So I'm happy. I've been so irritating lately. I know it but I don't make any attempt to stop it because I'm angry.

I was so angry on Thursday. Grr. Then I got over it. So yipee.

Shall upload photos on Monday night since I got no mood to come online tmr night. Alright then. Bye! (:

Oh yeah wait, I bought a new wallet. I wanted to get a Guess one cos my mummy was saying there got very nice design. In the end bought a big, black wallet. I don't love it but I don't hate it so I guess it's not bad. We had to walk thru so many shops before we found an acceptable wallet ok. This wallet better not spoil soon.

Good night! :D

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Isladn Cremery after Project Youth For Youth. Yay. Mine. Soursop and black forest.

Nicole's reverso and I forgot. Maybe some mango thingy?

With City Harvest ppl.

Jacon Balls Children Garden.

The kids were behind the waterfall.

If you recall, last time I posted a photo and labelled it as some dried up river. Apparently, it can have water. Woah.

With Cindy.

Random pics taken.

Dress up contest.

Dressing up process.

Bought it with nattiong before Kung Fu Panda.

Yum. I suspect they are the cause of my flu and sore throat.

Liu Di ordered a vegetarian meal?! :O

Mine was a normal bacon and mushroom. :D

Nattiong's one was just a spicier version of mine.

Dessert. Mango ice cream. Yummy.

ChAngi Point Ferry Terminal

On a boat that was on the verge of breaking down. Need to pay $2.50 somemore. Wahlao.

Cool tree huh?

What I ate at AMK Hub. JY said it would be good for me cos I cna pretend I'm in Ja

At AMK Library with Adeline

I'd found another Nakatsu fan. Chia Ying. LOL. I signed in to msn then she was like omg nakatsu. LOL. Yay. He's so funny. So anyway, I'm sick leh. I had fever yesterday. I'm still having flu and sore throat. And now I may be having cough. WTH hor? So I had a horrible bdae because I can't even eat my cake. But I ate it anyway and my throat feels pretty bad now cos it's chocolate. I think I'm making myself more and more sick leh. Right now as I'm typing, my left eye is tearing, and I'm coughing and my mucus is coming out. Shit. I didn't even go for training today. Hopefully, I'll be fine by Wed. I'll need to go on wed anyway, to hand in jy and my exco form. Maybe I can hand in then come home to rest. I feel very drained.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME. Though my clock says about 3am into 10 June now. LOL. Night. I'm off to catch many winks.

Saturday, June 07, 2008

Contact Rugby. Ya lah, very long ago but I realised never post pictures yet.

I should be the one nearer to us. I think so only. Okay, pretty confirmed.

I was at the other side holding Geraldine up. I remember my arms were damn suan.

The team.

Uhh, getting scolded pic?

I'm not in this pic but heck. Pam and Fann chasing.

Today was a pretty good day. The bad part was that Jia Yin couldn't come and meet us for the movie and dinner because of her dad. Gosh. I think her dad is so strict. Mine doesn't really bother about what I do. (:

Met up with Nattiong first then we chiong to Cinelesiure. There were like a zillion people asking us for donations/surveys etc. And Nattiong just refuses to open her bloody mouth to reject them. Z. She was telling me that I was being too nice to tell them that we're busy and that she and her friend would just walk past and pretend they're deaf. Tsk tsk. No manners la. Normally I would help out with this kind of things but then today, we were rushing for tickets so different story.

Went there to find out that the 350 slot was filling fast then we bough donuts! :D Yummy! I haven't eaten donuts fo AGES! So anyway, Liu Di called Nattiong to tell her that she lost her wallet. WTH. But she found it in the end, at the terminal. So careless! Went heeren's hmv to check out with my crush has an album. But when I reached, I had a mental block and forgot his name. WTH. So it was a wasted trip.

Kungfu Panda's a nice show. I was pretty surprised. I love comedys! I didn't know it would turn out to be so hilarious and meaningful. It's a good show. I like it alot. The panda (Po) was fricking funny. He so fat lah! But he won so yipee. I like the part where he thought that his master was dead. Then in the end his master woke up and scolded him and went back to sleep. Then Po said something like "I should shut up now right?" Then he lie down beside the master and tried to keep his mouth shut. He opened and closed his mouth many times. LOL. Then in the end he asked "Should we get something to eat?" Then the master said "Ya." Aiyah, just super funny. And the master of the master is called the "Master Wu Gui". Yepps, tortise. Quite funny. Then the characters like very dumb sometimes. After some dramatic pause then they'll say "I dunno!" So in conclusion, just watch this show okay?

Went to celeda or something for dinner. Nattiong was such an embarrassment. Anyway, Liu Di requested for plain water then the waiter took 10 mins to serve us. WTH. I seriously suspected that the guy forgot. Anyway, then I asked for the bill. Nattiong said the waitress I asked used to be from CJ. Okay, anw, the bill didn't come after 10 minutes. So nattiong raised her hand and asked for the bill from this pai kia looking waitress. Bill didn't come again for 15 minutes. Then Liu Di asked for the bill from the blur man from before. I told her don't ask him already then she still ask. Just as I thought, the blur man didn't come back with the bill. After waiting for fricking 40 minutes, the bill came. -.- Then I think there was some free ice cream thingy. Nattiong wanted to have it so Liu Di requested for it then she said:" Let's be prepared to wait for a million years again." But it came in about 3 minutes. Mango sherbet or something. Very nice. But I'm never going back there again unless I decide to make my new hobby waiting for something.

Oh crap man. My phone the pictures limit like reached already. Better transfer them to the com soon.

Tmr is Project Youth for Youth day. I hope it wouldnt be screwed.

Thursday, June 05, 2008

I am totally in love with Nakatsu. I love the way he acts. He is funny, nice, loyal, entertaining, not smart but who cares, sporty and shuai. I think, no, change that, I know that he is my ideal husband okay. Which is why I'm going to insist that I move to Japan even more than before.

IKUTA TOMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't believe I'm just going to talk about him in this post. Okay, I shall include abit of what I did yesterday and today later since it feels like my blog has more photos than words. Oh yeah, I got more photos to post also but crap, it's 12am already and I did to do some PW and Project Youth for Youth thing after this so better do it tmr.

Anyway, I was so stimulated when Wang Ling just said Nakatsuuuu on MSN. I was so excited that I just stared at the name. I think I'm going crazy. I tried to pretend that I'm in Japan by listening to Jap songs and eating Jap food yesterday and AMK foodcourt and today at Bishan Foodcourt. Oh yeah, they upgraded Bishan Foodcourt you know, so it's like fricking cool now. Okay, just much better than before. LOL. Then then then, ya I love Nakatsu. I wish I can have him for my birthday that is coming real soon. I don;t mind shortening my life by 10 years just as long as you give him to me. Jiayin was so indifferent about this matter yesterday!!! I was confronting her about her lack of interest in my love declaration and apparently, she felt that this will die off in 3 sec time since I change my mind so often. Which is uhh, partially true, the changing of mind part, but I love Ikuta Toma. That will not change for quite some time because he's JAP.

Yesterday, went back to school for training and Jia min, Yang yang and I did the fartleks all by ourselves. I think we were too fast at the bents. Cos normally we're like real slow. Then I was so wiped out. I guess it's due to my 3 hours of sleep only as well. So anyway, I felt like shit after running. Like I wanted to sleep and vomit. So I couldnt catch any balls or throw any balls for that matter during training. LOL. And had to sit out. Met Lim Zhen and went back to St Nicks with Jia Yin. Enrolment was uhh, weird? Haha. Then met up with Kingfisher patrol ppl who I have not met in a million years since trainings clash with guides. There're 3 new sec ones. Okay, wth. I forgot their names. Was there a Debae or something? Or Kristie? My brain has been malfunctioning alot nowdays. Thanks to contact rug that killed 1% of my brain cells and Ikuta who is occupying 98% of my brain space. The 1% left isn't performing well. :( Worked out in gym after that. I miss St Nicks. Went for karate at night. I realised that I forgot some moves already. Shit.

Went Pulau Ubin today. Wahlao. 5 ppl in the group then only me and Jia Yi went. Apparently the rest of them were busy. Haiz. So we sat on this rocky boat. Got there. Went Police Post. Saw 1 dog. I was scared. Went out of Police Post. Saw 2 unchained dogs. Screamed. Went to Julatong(forgot the spelling) campsite. Saw SA ppl. Saw friends. Cant rmb their names. Ignore them. Walk down random path. Hot. Me pasted mosquito patch on bag. Patch dropped out in a minute. Lost forever. Went smelly toilet. Stink was damn bad. Saw house. Told friend to went in. Saw big dog. Leashed. I relaxed. Bark. Another big fierce dog. Unleashed. Screamed and ran out like a chicken. My slow friend came out 5 secs later. Stupid dog came out. I screamed non stop. Woman come out. Close door. Interview her. She don't like visitors. Went somewhere else. Friend say got wild boars be careful. Me heard ship's engine and scream. Thought was wild boars' stomachs or growls.Walk elsewhere. Saw big bee. I scream. Friend say back off slowly. I ran. Heard buzzing. More screaming from me. Turn around saw big black object. Told friend the bee still following and damn big. Turned out to be a bird. HAHAHA. Walked back to jetty. Saw dog. I screamed again. Went back. Talk to two men who know English. Walk back the path before. Saw temple. Walk up temple. Don't see dogs. I happy. Suddenly saw 4 dogs. I ran and scream. Poor friend get bitten by fricking big mosquito. Like 5 cm big. Continued to walk to random Uncle's house. No dogs. Serious. 2 cats. Uncle quite nice. Walk down somemore. Another anuty, another house. Saw 4 dogs and 2 cute cats. Screamed again. Shouted to aunty I'm scared of dogs. Dogs left. We hit the jackpot for our project there. Walk towards bicycle park. Damn hot. Wore cap. Saw dog. Dog lead us. Wait for us etc. Suddenly stop and walk back to us. Less than a metre away. Friend say chill. I scream inside. Dog left us alone. Phew. Continued walking. Deserted and scary. Saw shrine of dead german girl. Saw house. Me shouted hello. One big black dog came out. Followed by another. I didn't scream this time. I was pissed at the the damn dogs already. Me say we should back off slowly. Dogs growling and look hungry. Coming at us. Walked off. Me look at the temple again and saw female ghost. Didnt tell friend cos I scared she freak out. Saw eagles/hawks. Went back to jetty. Took about 45 minutes for us to walk back. Legs damn suan now.

Okay, this took half an hour to type. Gonna do PY4Y stuff now. Bye!

I LOVE NAKUTSU! Watch the Jap version of Hanakimi. You wouldn't regret it. Promise.