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Thursday, October 25, 2007

I AM STILL ALIVE.

amaths paper one on monday wasnt as easy as i thought it would.
amaths paper two on tuesday was way better.
chemistry paper two on wednesday was great.
no papers today since i dont take geog. HOORAY! no school.
elective history paper tmr. ARGH. i have not finished studying yet. :/

my anorexic cousin appeared on the newspaper the other day. she got some disease. about vomitting everytime after eating. haha. my mum got quite worried since somehow we're related what. and i kept vommiting like her the other time. but she really eat like 1/10 of what i eat. so she like damn skiny. i think she is 165 and 30 plus kg only and im shorter and fatter. haha. ok. i shall go eat now. BYE!

Friday, October 19, 2007

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4zpQJxlyvDg

omg. check that out! the model is so poor thing. if i were her right, i'll probably just drop as deep down in the hole as i possibly could. so emabrrassing! haha. i've been STUDYING! seriously. i really very hardworking. i wake up at 10 every morning and study till near 3 at night (or rather morning) almost everyday! (: but of course i come online, but it's really less often nowadays, and i also watched tv, but also less often. (: i feel very not confident about taking o levels. i did this anderson prelim paper for amaths which i scored nearly 90% (WOW). then i marked this crescent paper that i did last week, which i FAILED?! (WOW) i think i anyhow did the crescent paper. argh. die lah. i need one more month before i'm ready for Os. i have not even started studying for subjects such as social studies and bio! (AHHH!) and i keep having freaky dreams. like i dreamt that it was back in may etc. actually, i cant wait for Os to be over. so i can finally start working. i need $$$! or maybe i dont. but i need to lie to myself that i need otherwise i'll be slacking like my brother now. after his psle, he has NO life. he just sits on the sofa and stone. or go online, watch tv, sleep, eat, go out with friends to play LAN. i hope i will not be like him. arghs. and i went to popular just now to buy some stuff. and omg. toa payoh the popular was renovating so i had NO idea where things were placed. but since i'm not so dumb, i took a few minutes to find what i wanted. ok lah. mostly was luck. eg, i saw this high sch musical 2 soundtrack thingy, so i went over there and hooray, the earphones were opposite it. (: LUCKY. and i think i've been really unlucky this year. then yst, i dropped a small mirror which triggered my memory. i broke a mirror at the beginning fo this year. OMG. it must be why i've been doing badly for everything. AHHHHHHHHH. then i keep falling sick etc. OMG LAH. so suay! BOO! haha. and i was so lazy that i didnt bother to check my entry proof till yesterday. wahlao! i thought i lost it man. then it was in my other file. PHEW. then i realised that amaths was on monday. haha. i kept studying amaths and chem cos i heard that's what other ppl are studying. LOL. i want to hurry live my life. actually im quite scared that i'll grow old and wrinkled one day. :/ so i want to die young. but not too young. ok. that was random. haix. i need to go do some cedar amaths paper now. i shouldnt even have come online. i feel so guilty. but i'm coming online tonight again most probably. to read elit stuff. i have not even watched the latest bleach episode yet. ARGH. i need more time!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

I LOVE THE SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY. it's so funny! just now was about some bowling thingy and there was this scene. cant rmb exactly though.

zack found a bowling trophy of irwin's (or however you spell his name) in his basement.
zack: wow. irwin, you're a bowling champion.
irwin: no i'm not. i found it in the garbage. makes a good paper weight. ( proceeds to lift the BIG trophy up unconvincingly to prove that it's a good paper weight.)
zack: but it has your name on it! irwin xxxxxx ( i forgot his surname)
irwin: oh no, that's my sister's trophy.
zack: (gives a disgusted look) you share the same first name as your sister?!
irwin: yes. you see, we were a poor family, and we could only afford one name.

HAHAHA. i cant stand it. it's so stupid. not only irwin but the other characters in the show as well. but they're stupid in a good way. esteban was being dragged away by this moustached woman, then he screamed:"help. she's dragging me back to her cave." omg. he looked damn comical. actually, i think he's quite good looking but in the show, he gets so dumb! i cant wait for suite life tmr. YAY them!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

well, i was coming home with my brother from the clinic just now till we saw THIS. look towards the top right hand corner. i was like wth when i saw it. some idiot went to draw it. wahlao eh. destroy the lift. i bet it was the same irresponsible asshole the dunno did what to the buttons of the lift. wahlao. asshole.

for those who still cant tell.

i didnt go school for two days cos for one day i was having high fever which was more than 30 degree c (!) and for the other day i was having stomach ache. the stomahc ache was so bad that i need to visit the toilet right after i came out of it. the fever sucked too cos i felt like collapsing and that day i still had to go for dental appointment. :/ alright, then today we got back our l1r5 and i got 12. actually i think i dont really care what i get as long as can get into at least sa can already. so it was fine. the teachers moderated chemistry, amaths and combined humanites. haix. i wasnt even using chem for my l1r5 so teh moderation was useless. why did they moderate lit!!! i got b3, if they had moderated i could have maybe gotten an a2. oh well, heck. my brain is too tired to think. this morning, the sec fours went to church instead. lucky for me, there was a straight bus from my home. YAY. so i woke up late (intentionally) and reached there before 7!! but apparently, kiasu-ism is present is most ppl since i saw pratically everyone there already. oh well, heck. i didnt even give my mc to wu lao shi today. and let me delcare something totally irrelelavant. GO ARSENAL! y'all must win! just now i started doing chem tys. omg. i nvr do chem tys for the whole time except ONCE. so the book looked totally new and foreign and i even have ANOTHER TYS. how can i finish? i dont even want to think. but nvm. i like heavy workload, it makes thing more fun. my eyes are closing, so im going to play some games. ciao.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

i must declare my anger. ARGH. the weather is so hot! just now i took pity on my plant so i poured alot of water for it, then the water overflowed and it was a disaster! it was like some tsunami gone wrong. ok, maybe tsunami gone right? ARGH.

we got back our english papers today. i thought i could get an A1 but i ended up with an A2 which is probably not so bad but i was so ANGRY! erm. i had 16/30 for my essay and 21/30 for my situational. i have never gotten 16 before? and this is the prelim? so not the time for 16?!?!?!?! then i found out that actually i got 14/30 but it somehow changed to 16. FAIL!!!!! omg. i was like flabbagastered when i saw my horrendous paper! i thought was wrong you know. ok lah, im lying i can recognise my handwriting anywhere. oh yeah, about my handwriting, the teacher couldnt read it apparently, judging from the number of circles on my paper. for example i wrote "vestige" then it came out to her as "restige" which she promptly circled. %$#$%! mr wong said blame no one but yourself so it's my fault! my fault for my horrendous handwriting. my fault for grasping the pen in a weird way causing the words to come out wrong. haix. the same teacher marked my macbeth essay and no surpise, i was greeted by tons of circles AGAIN! i got 16/25 which wasnt really horrible. but i could have done better. ARGH.

stayed back in school to study with unproductive jiayin today. i think she has been slacking her past few years. so yeah, we stayed in the library. i managed to finish the scgs eng paper and the some history source based and part of chinese in abt 3 hours plus. i went to the canteen to buy food somemore. so hooray. anyway, i really want to thank mrs teo for being so nice to give me 36/40 for eng oral. otherwise, i wouldnt even have gotten an a2.

the only good thing that happened this week was bleach. my brother was flipping thru the newspaper (surpirse surprise!) and he found out that there was bleahc on cable. it's season 2 so ichigo more or less save rukia already. YAY. then it's on EVERYDAY AT 730PM. i'm so happy cos i like bleach. so i'm happy, at least for a while. aiyah, then i also like the 9om channel 8 show. i think it motivates me to be a spy. but i think i 99.99% cannot be a spy one which is really saddening, so maybe i should go join the cid instead. i dont mind getting killed.ok lah. actually i mind. but i like the action thought i doubt much can happen in singapore but still! it's an interesting opportunity!

oh yeah. my l1r5 now is like 14 which is REALLY REALLY lousy. and my estimated l1r5 s supposed to be like 8? that's almost double of it. the teachers say we shouldnt count on moderation. yeah. im not counting on it cos the situation seems hopeless. i want to go overseas to study :( i think i may even have difficulty getting into sa after i minus 4 points for cca and hcl. which makes me a 10 pointer. which is REALLY REALLY lousy. whish makes me really anrgy. see everything infuriates me!

oh yeah, another thing. i was eating fried fish in school then i found a hair inside the fish. a strand of black, suspicious-looking hair made me not finish about 3/4 of the plate of rice. i hate dirty stuff, food, people. YUCKS. they're such a turn off. actually i should be studying now but i think i have been studying hard this week and i deserve a break. PHEW.

goodbye

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqpA5Acc8-c
this is the potential break up song.