Thursday, August 30, 2007
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ASSHOLE LAH. i just spent 20 minutes typing my beloved post then never save then it's gone. wtf. i am so angry. angry. angry. GAHH. i complain for so long then all gone. tsk.
tmr no school cos of power failure (?!)
my mummy dont believe me
jiayin called to tell me and i believed her
i'm so gullible that if you told me you're an alien, i'll probably believe you.
adeline called. we talked for quite long.
situation is preposterous.
i want to go school to take exam
exam=eng paper 1
reason= I STUDIDED ALREADYYYYY.
i'm so angry.
today's papers were fine
was bored, didnt know what i was doing 1/2 of the time
talk by cj ppl
i dont mind going cj now
cut off next year may be 10 (wow)
based on my term 3 l1r5, i can only get in by their pae
i feel angry
teachers' day tmr
i'm going to study hard from now on
i will not blog unless really necessary. yes. unbelievably true. siowyu already deleted her blog and jiayin's blog is gone and liudi's blog is dead or she just types her emo poems and even nattiong the ulitmate slacker wants to work hard. so i need to work hard. crap. it sounds so unconvincing that i feel totally unmotivated. I DECLARE I WILL NOT NOT NOT BLOG UNTIL PRELIMS, NO WAIT, O LEVELS ARE OVER.
my word is as good as gold.
do you know what it feels like,
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?
Thursday, August 23, 2007
while 36 other 4 wisdom-ers are preparing for their O level English Oral tmr, I AM FREE. oh man. i totalyl screwed up my oral today. the reading was pretty bad as i stumbled three times. i was getting too complacent cos i was really expressive then $%@#% i read something wrongly. so there goes my confidence.
the picture wasnt good! OMG. i didnt even finish what i had prepared. i observed so many things. i didnt even mention anything about the setting other than it looks like a nature reserve. i kept ranting on about the boys cos i had quite some things to say. the examiners told me to move on the convo. i smiled but i was panicking inside really.
the conversation was about school trip, conserving the environment and also something about rural area. i told a story for each of them. and i guess i sound rather funny cos they were laughing at me. i think that's a bad sign as they're not laughing WITH me. :/
did i mention how the oral started. i was the last so i went in last. duh. apparently one of the teachers went to visit the toilet so i waited. while i was waiting, i was thinking about what kind of convo topics could come out cos i didnt think about them when i was preparing. so i was so engrossed. suddenly there was this booming voice that went: "ok, let's start." from behind me. i jumped up and fluttered my arms and i said :"WAH!" stupidly. cos i was so surprised? then they just laughed at me. seriously... i was really shocked you know. then i was talking about the trip, i mentioned the incineration plant so i was talking talking then i said the place was very smelly. they probably found it funny cos they laughed. i felt rather self conscious because i felt like i was entertaining them. i already had a bad start you see. so i cant help but feel frightened by them.
YAY. it's finally over. i hope i can get an A1 for this. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE. it's really important! i willing to starve for half a day if i get an A1. oh, JLC test today was fine. i only studied for 1 hour plus. but i knew the story so ddint have much of a problem.
oh yeah, forgot to mention, ada, amanda, andrea and angelina and i wrote this essay. we werent allowed to see what other wrote btu it's a continuous essay so it turned out rather crappy. i think amanda wrote some irrelavant stuff while andrea and angelina seemed to have taken it rather seriously and ada.... had a nice ending.my paragraph was crap cso they told me to write rubbish so i really did. let me try to rmb, it went something like this:
The examiner with load s of blubber stared at me with his non existent eyes. The other examiner looked at me and smiled. i felt like siowyu (?) since i eflt rather tortured. i wanted to stand up and asked if i could leave BUT before i coudl stand up, the chair i was sitting on broke. so i ended up on the floor instead. they were lauging at me. i strongly suspect that the fatty bom bom had jumped on my chair before i sat.after i stood up, their chair suddenly broke too. so i had the last laugh. it was the best oral examinatione ever.
see. i wrote rubbish. but it was intended. after oral, the five of us met in canteen and left our essay with mr wong. hopefully, he'll publish it for inspriration. YEAH! ada was angry so she stayed in school to study. omg. if i study everytime i get angry, i would be smarter than siowyu by now. haha. this reminds me of something that happended long ago.
i just ask siowyu a qns.
SIOWYU: what?
me: i'm trying to test you!
SIOWYU: you test me everyday!
me: where got!
SIOWYU: you test my patience.
HAHAHA. i find that quite witty but i didnt tell her that. duh. she shouldnt get complacent. anw, amanda, andrea, angie and i went to amk hub to slack. we ended up at nebo and we bought ice cream on brownie and this chicken thing. THE ICE CREAM ROCKED! oh yeah. and andrea go and spill 1/3 of the chiken on the table and on the floor. and she was really funny about it. oh yeah. they were suggesting we go watch hair spray but me and angie haven even watch secret yet but they two watched i alr.. :( so in the end we all went home. andrea was going to study more. (omg!) so i went home with amanda instead. ok, blah blah blah.
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. yesterday i went for karate after i quitted for about 3 months. i felt so ashamed of myself. i found out how much i suck. i've really turned rusty. a few simple moves that i could perform effortlessly last time made me sweat buckets. wthhhhhhhhhh. Os hurry go lah.. i need to join karate again. what's more this japanese master came down yesterday with a bunch of japanese people. they were third degree black belters or something? those black belters also got some from singapore, such as my sensei. HAIZ. i suck man. my muscles are aching like siao. i cant write properly and walk properly now. i need to hold my cup in a weird position cos my hands hurt alot. aiyah. i feel sore all over lah!
my karate teacher told me there's this outdoor karate thingy at east coast this sunday. he told me to go. and i thought i already quit but i agreed anyway. yesterday's training made me realise how much i want to be a spy or a sniper again. i must always keep my ambition in mind. i will be good at karate and i will be a black belt soon soon soon. the person was saying maybe on year and i can help my sensei teach. YEAH RIGHT, thanks for putting so much faith in me. haix.... i need to exercise cos im gaining my weight back rapidly. but heck la. i'm going to be VERY fit by the end of this year. WATCH OUT!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
hi i failed my amaths paper one yesterday.
i'm going to fail amaths paper two tmr!
ss today was crap. i didnt do one whole qns.
i dont even know why i'm here.
i give up!
ORAL ON THURSDAY. omg!
Saturday, August 18, 2007
i feel demoralized. when i was studying social studies just now, i had this feeling that i MUST MUST MUST switch on the tv. so i switched it on and another urge told me to switch it to MTV and yay! i saw my fav singer kelly clarkson having an interview! (: then after that, there was this interesting show about the 40 hottest wifes/girlfriends of pop stars or something. omg. i think all were either super pretty or super sexy. well, cos most are super models or something. OMG LAH. and i wasted my whole of today watching tv. oh crap! and there's amaths and ss practice exam next week. i feel so exhausted by last week already. :( AHH. i just rmbed, im having my eng o level oral this thursday. please dont let me screw up. :/ ok, i shall come online again tmr! bye!
Sunday, August 12, 2007
I LOVE THE SUITE LIFE OF ZACK AND CODY! :D it's full of intelligent quotes and i'm making it my fav tv show!
zack and cody were trying to be scouts. they were camping in the wild with some other people. no food. zack came back from alot of fish. cody jealous. went to hunt for food with bob. or billy. i forgot the name. so they were walking and this happened:
BILLY/BOB: hey! look! a delicious blueberry
(billy or bob eats blueberry)
CODY: err. i think that blueberry had eyes and 8 legs.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. OMG. it's so ridiculously dumb. hahaha. i cant wait to watch the suite life again! i miss it so much after not watching for a few months!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
| Your Deadly Sins |
Sloth: 40%
Envy: 20%
Greed: 20%
Wrath: 20%
Gluttony: 0%
Lust: 0%
Pride: 0%
Chance You'll Go to Hell: 14%
You will get bugs, because you're too lazy to shoo them off. And then you'll die. |
this isnt really right. i care alot about pride. and food...
Thursday, August 02, 2007
I feel estranged. I mean I have not attended school for about 2 weeks? Since I’ve been at the hospital for a week and I’m having mc till tomorrow. I think I missed out a lot on chemistry since that’s about pretty much what we have not finish covering. Oh crap man. I’ve become a housewife at home these few days. I went to the market, cooked and many more. But I spent ¾ of my day sleeping since I feel extremely drained of energy.
My hospital stay was crap and the bill was 4 digits which my dad paid and after that when I cabbed home, my mummy go and give those tonic shop people her money by buying ginseng and many other Chinese medicine for me thinking that probably I lack some stuff. Haiz. They didn’t discover anything wrong with me in the hospital despite sending me for so many tests which I didn’t find surprising because I feel rather healthy, except for my constant giddiness and vomiting which gets on my nerves.
During my one week stay… I felt that I aged a lot. Every moment I spent there felt like eternity. I felt like I was in jail. Or maybe I felt that I was banished to Siberia. Some relatives and friends came to visit me so I felt that I was exiled with others. My mummy and daddy took turns to baby-sit me during the tumultuous period. Haha, I’m in a totally history mood now. They were being super nice because whenever I demanded for some particular food, I’ll get it in a few minutes. YAY :D I have such nice parents. My brother decided that the computer was a better option compared to me. $%#$^@! So he enjoyed himself for a week.
They kept taking my blood in the hospital! My hands are full of bruises now. I feel like a prisoner of war. Anyway, I was on a drip for about 2 or was it 3 days? You lose track of time in the hospital. I heard that if you don’t eat, they’ll put you on a drip. So I immediately took drastic action and started eating like crazy. I ate sleep ate sleep. Previously, I only ate 2 mouthful of the hospital food. Then, I finished everything and demanded more food from my parents. I remembered my dumb dad go and tell the nurse I didn’t eat so initially I was off the drip then I was on the drip. &@$^@! SABO ME! And my dad somehow knew the person who is in charge of the nurses there so I was treated very well? Haha. In my stay, I had an MRI which is a brain scan. I had to wear ear plugs and hair net. The machine was being annoying and noisy while scanning my brain. I think it made me permanently dumb like what liudi said. I also visited the ent (some ear doctor), the eye doctor, erm... the psychologist (as they’re afraid I’m suffering from some anorexia blah blah), I saw many other doctors also. I sat in an ambulance to see the skin doctor at the skin center. I cant really remember where else I went or who else saw me (THANKS A LOT TO THE BRAIN SCAN THOUGH I DISTINCTLY REMEMBER SIOWYU SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT US ONLY NEEDING 3% OF OUR BRAIN CELLS. OK, WHATEVER.) But but but, they took so much of my blood. Some more before they take the blood for testing, they need to take some more blood first otherwise the result will not be accurate.
Jiayin just encouraged me to ask Mrs Fung for maths remedial so that she can pop in. Perhaps. I’m only going to school after school tomorrow to take some stuff from my dusty table. I went to church today. Not that I’m a Catholic or Christian. My aunty felt that I may have encountered dirty things. She mentioned her sister’s daughter had the same symptoms as me and passed away. $%#^$@! I have not even set my will yet! HAHAHA. No one won the toto top prize today which is 3 million? So the prize had accumulated to 5.5 million? I shall encourage my mum to buy. If strike can become millionaire! There’s not much school next week so I can rest. PHEW.
Ok, perhaps I’ll go visit my bed now. It’s pestering me to go visit it. BYE!
