do you know that whenever you’re near,

Sunday, July 22, 2007

some pictures from the track meet.

at the parliament house.

haha. meet my dearest MUMMY! (:(:(: this is after the visit to the hospital.

THE ARTS HOUSE.

$148. it's quite interesting to see it on sale. wonder who will buy them anyway.

$170.

they have cute shoes in the shop in the art house. :D

well. it's the artshouse after all.

some posters in the art house.

siowyu has 2 joy luck club book. argh. there's jlc test on thurs!

think this was taken a million years ago.

i feel like i haven type in a long time. so i was sort of hosptalised the other day. went home early on thursday then went to school on friday only after recess. so i missed the ss test. at the hospital, they took my urine thinking that i may be pregnant.. it was rather preposterous. the worse part came when they took my blood. being a loser, i cried. ok, maybe i wasnt so scared. i was crying before the needle was poked in. when the blood was taken, i wasnt crying. i'm so scared of needles+blood. when i was lying on the hospital bed on a drip later on (yes, i was on a drip. hell) the doctor came and told me he needed more blood. i almost fainted in terror. fortunately, i overcame my fear as there were quite a lot of ppl around, and let him take my blood. i rather take 10 maths tests than to take 1ml of blood.

i am very weak now. i cant run. when i wake up, i feel like sleeping again. my day comprises of sleeping, slacking and studying only. i think mainly sleeping, today i woke up, ate lunch, then slept. woke up, ate dinner, then study a little bit and here i am. there's circular measure and trigo test tmr isnt it? i think i'll fail it. i've decided that even if i fail all my test this few weeks, i'll forgive myself cos i'm really in a horrible condition.

went to the stadium to support st nicks track team last week. the c division got 4th and b division got 3rd. i think it's a remarkable acheivement. on friday, wisdom had an ne trip to the parliament house. security was tight. i couldnt carry my phone around. :( after that, siowyu, jiayin and i went to the arts house (initiated by siowyu). ok, i'm gonna sleep soon. i feel exhausted. BYE! (:

There's no kindness in your eyes.

The way you look at me,

it's just not right.

I can tell whats going on this time.

There's a stranger in my life.

You're not the person that I once knew.

Are you scared to let them know it's you?

If they could only see you like I do,

Then they would see a stranger too.

Friday, July 20, 2007

First you say you wont

then you say you will

you keep me hanging on

but we're not moving on

we're standing still

Jenny,

you've got me on my knees

Jenny,

It's killing me

Monday, July 16, 2007

i left school early today at 10 cos i was dying. i am sick AGAIN. $@#$^@! damn it. i want to get well soon. i already lost 3 kg.. i dont need to lose anymore. i'm not going school tmr. as in i'll be going at 2 olus to get my worksheets and notes. i'm hardworking alright? doubt i'll be staying for extended tmr. i got MC and i dont intend to waste it. chem test may probably be on wed?! wth. i bet it wouldnt be. btu i studied part of it alr, so who cares. i'm in dead shit cos of vectors. i'm missed part of today's lesson and i'm missing tmr's! ok, i feel lazy to blog. bye. i slept for the whole of today so i feel great now. :D

Sunday, July 15, 2007

i got an injection which ended my pain of one whole week. i lost three kg so my bmi is very near the unhealthy range now. i crave for porridge and i have no appetite. if i keep this up, i think i'll die. the doctor gave me protein pills, so dont worry, i wouldnt die yet. they can last for 5 days-1 day cos i took two for today alr. i'm glad my family doctor came back from NS, he's really good.

i haven been studying much today. i think i slept for too long. when i woke up, it was TV all the way. then i went out fr a few hrs. came home, more tv. shortly after that, i came online. i guess this is not what a sec 4 life should be like. i'm still going out tmr. and i didnt catch harry potter with adeline today, so we will on monday. (: i saw the goblet of fire on hbo just now. (see i watch too mucn tv) and i realised that i couldnt really rmb what happened though i watched in cinema twice, i think once was with adeline perhaps. lousy memory.

yst, jiayin and i went to have our nyaa signed. we met hazel, bestlyn, melissa, geraldine! they were supporting the pesa competition. apparantly, sarah got second. some caucasian got first. i think being second is highly remarkable. and yst i vomitted 5 times. i comtemplated not going with jiayin somemore since she was nice to offer to go by herself. but i decided to be a good friend and just go anyway. i assumed that a little effort couldnt kill me. but on the way there, i know i was losing it. i was this sign that says :"ocbc now located conveniently at your doorstep" or something. then i saw :" ocbc now located covalently at your doorstep". later on, i told jiayin 7-eleven was closed.

but i'm alright now. i hope. did i tell you? victoria beckham's my new idol, i think she's so cool. not that i dont like jessica alba anymore. i still admire her too. but oh well, both are good. (:

maybe i'll go watch tv now. hahaha. crap. somehow i cant upload pictures! tmr. tmr.

Thursday, July 12, 2007

i was feeling happy then suddenly, i heard this sad song so i'm feeling quite sad now. so you see i get affected easily by surroundings. anyway, i survived! omg. the past few days had been so horrible cos i felt so sick. i felt like crap on monday, i didnt do pe on tues, left school early yesterday, and i vomitted today. omg. today when i vomitted during mrs fung's lesson, but not in class, i wanted to die. all that came out was water and my BITTER medicine. wah, siao la. i felt like like like, i'll rather be a toilet bowl. and siowyu didnt come school today. SURPRISE, SURPRISE! she's sick! and just the other day, jiayin and i were saying that she's strong. ok, i suddenly feel like i'm being too lazy. so i'm gonna go fill up my nyaa book. aiyah, tmr still have to go meet pauline with jiayin. so much for my going home to sleep plan. :/ oh yay! i'm watching harry potter with adeline this sat! (:(:(: i think daniel is like so rich, if i were as rich as him right, i'll probably build my own palace already. hahaha. and emma's so pretty! (:

i feel like i need to stop typing. just feel lazy.

Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

i am doing MACBETH essay now though tmr we're having emaths test! -screams- i've been rather sick recently, considering i vommited 10 times during the weekends and i have been feeling VERY giddy the past few days. :( i almost died in school today in the late afternoon cos i was having a major headache and i couldnt vomit cos i ddint eat anything. i tend to feel very tired in the afternoon recently. i feel like a zombie. :(

i went to school today feeling like crap to fail my bio test (which i suspect i did) and i got back my amaths paper which i almost failed (28/50). it was really motivating. i've been screwing up all my tests, not that i care now anyway. i'm very troubled now.

i suddenly dont feel like typing anymore. bye.

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

hi world. i'm having social studies and elective history test tmr and i have NOT open my history textbook yet and i'm sleeping in 15 minutes. hooray! ok, actually, i studied for history last saturday already. pHEW. i'm so tired. today in school, i ate my medicine and i felt like i was in a trance all day. my brain was not functioning properly. thankfully i ate it after maths test. ok, not that my brain was rocking during the maths test. i only studied for about 2 hours for the test! argh. :( i think the social studies got alot of stuff to rmb though mainly repeated. i think i took 6 hours studying it. ok, maybe 3/4 of the time i was talking to my mum about random stuff. i cant concentrate very well when i'm with people. i think talking is natural (most of the time). i have endured so many tests already. HOORAY! :D i cant wait for tmr after sch! i'm be as happy as a lark. see, i applied what i learnt in english for descriptive essay here. i feel tired. i feel sad. i feel frustrated. i'm taking o levels so soon. too soon? and nattiong has been terribly distant and cold. i feel lazy. the nj ppl didnt contact me, so erm, heck lah. i wonder if they contacted the ufa? liudi was back in school today after her sickness? and siowyu appeared in the newspaper! i was flipping thru the newspapers and siowyu was feeling bored and i told her to read newspapers but she made some unintelligent remarks and as i flipped, i saw this insignificant portion that has her picture. (AND SHE GO REALLY EXCITED) hahaha. tmr yimin/windowpane/mr potato/witchalicious reluctant (she has a new name: mr metaphor) will be having some shot put thing and today siowyu and i wanted to give her a good luck charm, which was supposed to be a potato. but i had no potatoes at home! ahh! then in the end, didnt give. we wanted to buy from the canteen. oh nvm. then siowyu discovered a lump on her right leg today. i deduced that she had some mutated gene in her and yimin decided that siowyu has cancer. poor thing. so i'm gonna be nice to her for her remaining time. hahaha. jiayin and i had been in deep discussion about a topic recently, hush and we'll know the result of the test soon.

You're the one mistake
I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down.

Monday, July 02, 2007

i'm feeling sick. :( and my leg still look so gross. it's irritating me. no matter what brand of moisturizer i use also no use. and my family doctor's off at re service! i need an injection damn it! i'm so dead for tmr's amaths and chem tests! -screams- i didnt even bring my sulphuric acid notes home! and i dont really understand the maths! EVERYTHING. i cant get anything?! the only thingm i did was the alkanes and alekenes thing and part of the maths homework and studied finish history! ahh. i'll be even more stressed tmr! i still have dental! ahh. ahh. ahh! ok, but i like feeling stressed. so erm, hooray? haix. i'm screwing up my term three ppr.

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我 ?
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口...
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔,
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后.

Sunday, July 01, 2007

http://friends.imagini.net/peixuan

erm. saw it on the ufa's blog and decided to try. and it's VERY right about me.

i just watched mulan on disney channel. ok, i decided that my idol shall be mulan! she's so.. i dont know. too great for words? i'll be as determined as her from now on! and she's so fit! AHH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYIN!
is it insincere if i only typed one line.
ok, got three lines already.
YAY. happy 16th bdae! :D

We must be swift as
the coursing river,
With all the force
of a great typhoon,
With all the strength
of a raging fire,
Mysterious as the
dark side of the moon.

actually, i watched mulan more than twenty times already. considering i have the cd but somehow it's more shiok when i watch it now. :/ ok, anyway, my new ambition is to be a warrior ok? (: