do you know that whenever you’re near,

Thursday, June 28, 2007

i love this intelligent statement! :D

SEC THREE GUIDES 2006. (:

OK, this is the picture they edited. great. since when did people play the violin like that?

DAY TWO. check out the campers falling in! wah, the feeling of being able to NOT fall in feels quite shiok.

limzhen, me and jiayin. liyin was erm rinising her mouth? this is day two. the day of the campfire. lunchtime?

liudi, limzhen, me, jolyn, jiayin, liyin

OK. open your eyes as big as you can and look closely at the middle of the photo. you will spot the charm thingy that junyin bought. i think it's to ward off the rain cos we dont want it to rain on our campfire day. :( it rained in the morning.

ok, another photo of the campsite. the green tent to the far left was the one i spent my nights in.

hello to the night sky! (day two) i think liudi and i were at the signature table waiting for the people to arrive.

signature table

i just had to post this. the red people you see are hwa chong scouts. liudi and i were sitting at our secluded area at the signature table alone and enjoying the whole campfire. in the end the hwa chong scouts won the most enthu award.

thousand legged worm. see how chaotic the situation is?

still thousand legged worm. liudi and i were going to do the refreshments stuff.

ok. neat and organised! :D

ahh, this is horrendous. i think both of us felt like shit then? this should be day three. which means i only slept for about 2 hours.

omg. somehow thsi pic looks creepy! campfire NIGHT.

think this is day one since we look so vibrant.

ok, still happy?

DAY THREE. strike camp. poof. all gone!

ok, jiayin borrowed my phone to take this photo. HAHAH. greedy fangting!!!!

ok, wave to my patrol farewell present to me. (:

seriously, my patrol members are so nice! :D

OH MY GOD.

ok. this week is like crap? it doesnt feel like the school just re-openeed at all? i think life at school is like a war? i'm constantly fighting to stay awake? ok lah. actually, i dont sleep in class so i guess that's not a big problem. but i feel really tired. there's 6 tests in 5 days. perfectly logical for sec fours. :( just endured hist and lit tests today. i think i wrote rubbish for lit since i only studied lit for about an hours the midnight before. and for history.. erm, let's just say i'm rather suay? my brain was malfunctioning. and i was rushing through all the chapters bafore the test was gonna start. and i juts skipped 2.3 cos no time. then 2.3 came out. AHH. it came out leh! i was like omg! when i saw the qns. ok, nvm. there're many more tests so dont think it matters.

and hooray! kingfisher blog is up. i shall link it soon. i feel so lazy! :X there's chinese test tmr! and siowyu the nerd scored 39.5/40 for chem test. i believe that she's a true mutant now. i mean i only got an A2 then she's like nearing full marks. what the hell! actually after history test today i felt so happy and free since i have been mugging like crazy for the past few days. haix. did i mention i feel really glad that there's no school on monday?

siowyu is so weird. she reads my english essays and finds them funny. ok, maybe i do write rubbish but i dont find them THAT funny. :( ok, never mind. i went school today to discover chocolates under my table given by chin pei and bessy. which reminds me that i need to pass them their presents next guides session. and i ate everything up today.

ok, i shall end now. is pent a huge portion of my time finishing jiayin's presents. PHEW. i didnt do anything really constructive today!

today i lost a friend by the name of natalie tiong. so long and goodbye! i really enjoyed our friendship. (: really. i've always been more understanding towards mutants.

从前从前

有个人爱你很久

但偏偏

风渐渐

把距离吹得好远

Monday, June 25, 2007

i feel so lazy and tired. i dont feel like studying biology anymore. :( i studied on sat or something and i forgot everything. :( haix. maths test today was screwed. too little time for paper one and i ddint finish 3 parts of 3 different qns on the last page. i anyhow ddi the first qns somemore. and i think i wrote rubbish.

i cant belieev that the holidas are gone. omg! so fast. i barely enjoyed myself. and everyone is studying so hard.especially liudi the slacker. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i think i lost the momentum already. can i just decompose?

PE tmr. somehow i feel lazy for that. bio tes tmr. amaths on wed. hist and lit and thurs. KILLER! AHH. i cant believe it. i'm still alive. crap. i haven started on history and maths etc yet. crap. crap. crap. anw, i'll only come online for 30 mins MAX everyday. except for weekends maybe a few hours. ok better go mug somemore though i'm barely awake? :(

You scored as Dance, You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form.

Biology

100%

Dance

100%

English

75%

Psychology

67%

Theater

42%

Linguistics

42%

Anthropology

33%

Journalism

33%

Sociology

33%

Philosophy

33%

Art

33%

Mathematics

25%

Chemistry

Engineering

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
created with QuizFarm.com

i did the above quiz, inspired by liudi's blog. and WHAT THE SHIT. dancer? i didnt even consider this career option.. i ONLY want to be a spy ok. or something along that line. oh yeah, that reminds me, somehow i'm not in eng remedial which is really amazing? i think probably got some error and mr wong will scold me for not turning up today. ok, anw, why cant i be a doctor since i scored 100% in biology. :( ok, heck. SPYYYYYYYYYYY :D

Saturday, June 23, 2007

i cant see the button for posting pics. :( i'm not going to come online so often when term three starts. -sigh- went to the guides carnival. quite small. met ms gwee! i bought a useful 12 bucks torch. oh and i went with adeline. after that we went shopping and i bought a tube top and she bought this dress-liked thing. maths test on monday. i want to die. and i'm having rashes. wahlao. damn itchy la. :(:( think it's allegy.

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according
To plan?
Do you think I’m wasting
My time doing things I
Wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t pretend that
I’m alright

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY. i'm sad about the divorce. :( i gave you a card too. but you didnt open it. how can i feel?

honestly dont tell me that it's over.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

ok. i guess it has been quite some time since i blogged. i was so busy the past few days! ok, haix. i didnt want to tell anyone about the njc dsa thing but i guess since some people know already, i guess there's no harm. so today was the nj dsa tests day. i was like having this nervous breakdwon this morning cos well, it was quite scary? so i was late meeting the ufa and she was sending me a million messages. :/:/:/ and i called her cos i didnt really know the way. and i almost entered the nanyang girls' school gate. so when i was finally in nj, and on the phone with nattiong, she asked em to turn left which was this fence and asked me to walk there. it was like this corridor then she want me to climb the fence?! but considering her low level of common sense, i forgive her lah. I HAVE A BIG HEART. :D

at the nj dsa place, met valerie, xin yun, peiling and some other ppl from our school. altogether got about 9 of us. so anyway, we met jessica's twin. omg lah. look so much alike. anyway, on about the tests. had the general ability test which was very easy but i didnt finish 6 qns. give me about 2 mins and i could finish. but i guess it was fate. valerie finished. haix. i'm so slow!

for the maths test, i couldnt do ard 6 qns. there was one vector qns. the school hasnt even taught us! so when i saw it i was like "ahh!" but overall, it was rather screwed. i think i'm only ard the passing marks or less. i forgot how to integrate. but at least i know differentiation! YAY! after that we had the english paper that i found relatively easy. but i'm rather worried about my compo cos i think i wrote out of point? haix.

i think i'm very lucky to get into the first round. there were like more than 200 people who applied thru cca. in the end only around 60 were short listed. i think for academic excellence got around 70 plus? and around 50 got short listed. so well, i'm quite lucky. i think naturally they'll take more people for the cca excellence category so i dont stand much chance. so good luck to nattiong. they say they'll call on 4th july. which remind me jiayin's bdae is coming. crap.

i have not done a single maths homework! i have been slacking/resting/studying for dsa tests for the past 4 days(?) after camp. so i dont have much time left. not to mention there's bio and history test next week. the school is reopening too soon. i didnt even had time to really relax. NOT EVEN FOR A DAY. seriously.i'm really tired. i want to collapse. but i only have a few month more before Os. i cant. i know i cant.

went to eat KFC with the ufa after the tests cos she had no money for pizza hut. i only got 22 bucks from my dad for today cos i think the numbers look nice. -.- so anyway, i bought the new kfc meal thingy? and it taste really good. but my hands still have the small of the seasoning after i bathe which i think is rather disturbing. -nods- and nattiong kept saying she's allegic to ah bangs. -.-" i think i'll allegic to her. so anw, she told me this amzing news at KFC. i was so shocked. ok lah, maybe not. but i was still unpleasantly surprised.

on about camp. I LOVE KINGFISHER! ahhhhhhhhh. it's raelly sad to be leaving guides. though i haven really been enjoying guides for 2 years? yepps. i still survived. guides is important lah. i'll say it had changed me. it made me stronger mentally. not really physically. my 2.4 timing has been decreasing. eh. i mean increasing. so anyway, kingisher patrol gave me this sweet bear. i dont really like orange though but nvm.i like it overall. YAY. :D i'm really glad i didnt have to change patrol in my 4 years of guiding. i hope kingfisher will continue surviving happily! i believe cassandra and sarah can do it. well, they must. and it's quite sad that christine, chiaying, lynn and xin hoon and leaving. now the patrol's so small. :( i hope the next batch of sec ones will have better potential! :D maybe kingfisher can produce another CL. (:

ok. camp. camp. camp.

DAY ONE

pitched tent. my pe shirt became green cso the tent was green adn i just had to stand inside the tent and suffocate myself. it was so dark, actually, green, everywhere i looked, i saw green ok. the tent was green, the grass was green... etc. ok, tent done. i think we carried one million bricks before that? i though sec fours dont have to do this dirty work. i rmb for the past few camps, is always the patrol do themselves one. heck. i need traning. but it mae my shirt abit black though. and i saw unknown insects crawling around which is GROSS. yucks. i hate insects. yucks! so anyway, helped out with outdoor cooking. erm, on the scale of one to ten, i give negative ten? hahaha. ok, maybe four lah. the patrols didnt have enough wood in my opinion, especially kindlings. yepps. kindlings=impt! i think they werent prepared. hopefully, they'll be better next time. and some patrols, actually most, couldlnt really start the fire. so the seniors helped. i think i helped start around 5. i hoped they learned. i think the allocation fo work was not properly done. i dont see organized arrangemens which is rather bad. yepps. the PLs and PSs should have been better. haix. ok, nvm. i want to say that the guides spirit had changed. i dont see the juniors respecting seniors anymore. i think that's bad. and i think the sec ones are too fragile? run abit also want to die alr? WHEN I WAS A SEC ONE, i run until i want to die also dont dare to stop ok... life was horrible but that was real training. haha, but after camp erm, odyssey? i hated sports. i hated running. i loved running so much before camp. after cmap, i lost it. but i think the sec ones shoudl put in more effort. they are really under estimating themselves. they are making the guides standard drop. do they really want to be in a loser cca? i hope not. when they were pumping, they werent even doing correctly. it was rally frustrating to see them suck so much? it really sucks to see them suck. ok, amybe since the sec ones barely came, it's understandable. but the lack of respect is unforgivable? i saw one sec1 backfacing rachel tay and xunmin they all when they were pumping. like huh? haix. i ahev nothing to say alr lah. i hope guides wouldnt die. night trail. my station was sucky. i was with jolyna dn she was some gluttony person, or rather ghost. we were so not scary and not exciting. haix. nvm. end.

DAY TWO

ahh! enrolment and campfire (!) the enrolment was the forum cos it rained. siming and xinhoon were here, so quite sad. :( and poof, enrolment was over and on to campfire. i think the seniors were especially disappointed with the signature table? haix. i was disappointed too but i got over it in feb. i drew up 3 proposals. one with this house as some backdrop thingy. one with a tunnel adn one with some other sofa or something thingy. all feasible. i even wrte down where to get the stuff and whta to do. i passed it to trina. met witht eh rest fo the comm to discuss. ended up choosing another proposal. cos trina came late and without my proposals. ok. fine. i seriously dont know what to think lah. i thought the campfire wasnt really screwed. i thought i was better than pirates. but well, many dont think so. i did my best lah. i arranged the stars on teh track and i got sun tan for that. it's quite obvious now. i'm supposed to be fair. oh well, heck. other comm members and lim zhen comm, booklet helped out as well. very grateful. :D:D:D campfire. liudi and i left the near 8 and we missed the sec four item. haha. liudi and i were the only ones who backed out. i dont know if that was a wise choice but i hope so. and after that, liudi broke down suddenly. haix. the who was really mean to liudi lah. she should be more understanding. liudi did really alot alr. she missed half of the campfire for refreshments. haix. someone asked liudi for her number? or some other juniors. whatever. i cant believe i didnt see my primary school friend when he spotted me. i should go check on my eyes. after everything, had coh with sec3s till 11 or 12 plus? then continued on to 2 plus with the grey batch. it was raelly a long talk but i wasnt tired and i was angry instead. promotion was the next day. every min was impt. so haix. many things were cleared? some cried. bathed at 2 plus. the tent ppl didnt leave enough space fo room and liudi. i tried sleeping. didnt work. i think i cried for half an hour. i was raelly sad about my fate. i raelly really wanted to wake lidui up and cry. but that would be selfish. then i thought about callin someone who i could perhaps talk to. but i was 3 am. who will talk to me? so i cried. my sleeping bad became wet. my class jacket too. i found my rasons for crying quite silly. but i really needed to cry. i missed my big bed at home. the air con. the pillow. the environment. i neevr cried in my past camping years but i cried on the final year. haix. i guess i'm spoilt. i wanted to cry more but i didnt. i'm tired. i give up. i dont care anymore alright?

DAY THREE

woke up at 5 plus. set my alarm clock at the wrong time. supposed to be 6.35 then set to 5.35. so silly. it ranged and evryone woke up. ok, maybe not everyone. i could wake upc so i only slept fo 2 hours. wth. anw, the previous night, liyin was sleeptalking. it went like "lame." "what you want me to do?" etc. it was like 2 plus. and she snores. 1st nigh she was breathing heavily but she snored on second night.anw, farewell and promotion. farewell was an happy affair. wahlao. i was like some violonist in hiding. what the hell cso they edite done of my pictures. ok, forget it. so embarrassing though funny. hahahahaha. ok, then promotion. new patrols. ppl cried. i understand. well, i had no tears. i used them all up the previous night. i was dry. i ddint want to cry anymore. had pizza. the patrol barely ate. i felt so sad for them. but it's like this. there'll probably be even more in the future. anw, i was with mindy who got the pretty award. haha. and we the sec fours sang and did a cool bow. YEAH!

farewell sngg. i have many guides memories. pleasant and sucky ones. i grew up. i know it very well. i've changed. four years. 1/4 of my entire life so far. memories... sec one sun dance. my partner was hilda. haha. she was from some ij school. and in front of me was junyin. in front of hilda was adeline. wah! i was surrounded by future Cls and Pl. so well. one grace guides. all of us had posts except for charis. there were like 5 guides in the class. anyway many memories. i rmb studying so hard for every test. my test results were superb? most of the time full marks or nearing. haha. those says. i just swallowed the entire book and vommited out everything on the day itself. it's different now with the juniors huh? end of sec one. oat cubes. haha. neo prints. i remember so well. there was this 2 hour break that ms gwee gave and liudi and i dashed to j8 for neo prints. hahahah. quite funny. i rmb liudi and i went for thrid alng tgt and we'll gang an take neo prints whenever we had $. those days! sec two. i dont really rmb much about sec2. anyway, sec1, at signature table during the june hols, i had a fun time with mindy. haha. we were damn weird and funny. sec two dunno what lah. got new patrol such as sunflower? and liudi became a PS all of a sudden. end of sec2, i got promoted. i guess i was happy. sec3. i hated guides. zomg. it was taking up so much time. though i dont stay back as often as the rest of the coh cos i had third lang and other stuff. i felt liek shit. i think i cried ALOT in sec three. emo mah.. but no one knew lah. i woek up in sec four after receiving the chi o lvl results and i decided i have been slacking for too log alr. it was time to change. i decided to study harder and i decided to try and love guides once again. it was so difficult? with enw sec1s coming in adn kingfisher was so dead. i felt hiorrible. no patrol tee etc. so we finally had a patrol tee. i was satisfied. i tried to start up a patrol blog. i hope cassandra and finish my work. (: sec 3 had BP quest, well, my team got champions. i think liudi's team should have gotten into finals also. we studied so hard together. i was really enthu and checked out all the relevant websites. i raelly wanted to help guides. in sc 4, i chionged all my logbooks etc. and i got gold. i'm satisfied. i did my best. i hope sngg spirit will last. and i think that it is important too hang on even when you want to give up? i think after crying, the whole situation will look brighter? yepps.

i dont have much time left. i will finsih my maths hw tmr. and study hist on sat and bio on sun. on sun, there's initial D on Tv? maybe i will watch it. met belinda on my way back. i didnt know she was dsaing to acjc thru badminton. wow. so many ppl dsaing. i think i noly have two options. nj or sa. if i cant get in to both. i think i die lah hor? i'm so worried about o levels. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. will post pics soon. now things seem screwed. :(

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

i'm quite worried about camp, enrolment, farewell and campfire. omg. in less than 12 hours i'll be at camp. oh no oh no oh no. :( im so scared.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

siowyu: next time, my face will appear on shirts ok.

big mouth siowyu!

ONE TWO THREE (FIVE COLOURS IN HER HAIR)

kelly clarkson's songs are nice.

Saturday, June 09, 2007

the pictures cant be posted. dont know why. i'll upload tmr!

YAY. went out with liudi and siowyu today. argh! jiayin didnt come cos she had cramps. :/:/:/ that's really wasted cos i want to have as many presents as possible. hahaha. no lah. and the ufa had her nj canoe thing. i think she suffered physically there. i guess she cant suffer mentally since she doesnt have a brain. and lidui left early to go meet her boyfriend! ahh! before that we were shopping for some random stuff such as a new wallet for me. haha. we went city hall instead of vivo. and we were all late. and i was on the same train as siowyu! as carriage somemore. but somehow we didnt see each other until she told me she was at dhouby ghaut and i was there too! so i looked and i saw this jimmy neutron replica standing near the door so i strut up to her lor. and she gave me my presents and she started talking some kids bothering her. liudi came in a while and we shopped. when we were at adidas, we took photos (initiated by liudi). it was so random and sudden. and we walked and walked and we came to this gown shop. omg. the gowns there look so fantastic. cos they were all strapless and they look real glam. and they only cost ard 100. they look really pretty. after some persuasion from me and liudi, siowyu tried out one. in the meantime, liudi and i checked out some accesories and somehow one thing fell. so we both bent down to pick up. next thing i know was that when lidui came up, her empty(haha.jk) head knocked over an array of purse or something. then they all started to topple over. i tried rescuing some. and the salesperson came and we both ran off to find siowyu. she looked fine in the midnight blue gown. then after more walking, liudi went off. so siowyu and i had lunch at newyork newyork. was erm, ok? anw, thanks to liudi and siowyu for their presents. and liudi seems to be implying that i stink. ok, nvm. then we wanted to have dessert at elsewhere but we decided to walk ard cos we were too full. and i bought a new wallet that i dont really like now. :( nvm. i change wallet every year so just have to wait for a while more. and siowyu decided to go candy empire! and we were anyhow walking and we ended up there. i bought this sour candy thing cos looking at so much sweets makes me wanna drool. omg! it was only then that i realised that i NEVER buy sweets for about 1 year alr. or more. gawd la.. why am i depriving myself?! haha, went home after that. and siowyu was gonna cut her hair after that. she's going to have bangs. omg. horror! i wonder how she'll look. I AM GOING TO CUT MY HAIR NEXT WEEK BEFORE CAMP OK. i feel abit rich now. but i haven buy my sports shoes yet. so crap. im broke. oh i'm so happy. i'm finally sixteen :D sixteen seems like a nice number! (:

did i mention that siowyu was singing her five colours in her hair song yet again? and she did the one, two, three, four thing. as in liudi and i did it with her. i mean we ARE her backup singers after all. haha, so the outing turned out to be our band outing. hahahahahaha.

Everybody wants to know her naayaayaayaayme.
How does she cope with her new found faayaayaayaayme?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she,
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.
1 2 3 4 !

witchalicous windowpane=yimin

cip

this week had been frustrating. it started when i stayed back for some extra maths lessons (or so i thought) and it turned out that it wasn't compulsory. i could have practiced more maths qns if i went home ok? i studied matsh till 2 the previous night. i promised myself that i would take a nap and the promise turned out to be empty. ok so we had integration test today. it was so screwed. there was one particular qns that involved y sq curve. and i didnt study that. OMG. it was like crap cos i was studying it then siowyu the brainiac told me that it's out of syllabus. then siowyu asked the maths rep and she said it wasnt tested too. i saw my notes and i saw a qns involving y sq had been cancelled out and was out of syllabus. so i was glad that i didnt have to complicate things. and it came out. 9 damn it marks. the paper's upon 40. i wanted to skin someone alive right then. i mean the maths teacher didnt even teach y sq curve, i think. i pay attention in class one ok. i never slept in class before ok so i dont understand why something NOT taught and NOT emphasized came out. i'm so doomed. like even siowyu also dont know. i hate this! i screwed up my previous maths test so i studied so hard for this. i stayed up till 1 plus so many days to practice. now, can i even pass? some ppl are so irritating. but i dont blame siowyu though. she helped me out with many qns. why must we study integration anyway. i dont see how i'll apply it in the future.

forget it. i'm so sad now. just now i converted my anger to running strength but i only ran 11 rounds cos i have two blisters. i felt so horrible. i hate it when my efforts dont pay off you know. i even did all the homework on time. actually, i do all hw on time. ok, so i ran with my shoelaces untied. somemore i was wearing school shoes. it really sucked. when i ran my first round, i wanted to stop. but i think i'll be feeling even more angry after that so i kept running, and running. the track was wet, not that it mattered. there was quite some ppl. they all became a blur when i ran. i sprinted for two rounds cos i felt so bad. i dont even know what i was thinking when i was running. i wanted to do 16 rounds but i alr ran for 25 mins? so i decided to go home for dinner. my dinner was only an apple. i still felt so horrible that i cant eat. i'm still feeling horrible now.

had eng oral the other day. i was talking crap. i was so nervous. i just rambled on and on nonsensically. for the picture, it was some excursion thing. mr wong was asking me how the tour guide person feel. i said some normal thing then i decided to say that he may be feeling proud too cos he's more knowlegable than everyone else there. for the convo, it was about what would you want your life to be in 10 yrs time? well, i told the the truth and that i wanted to be a spy. i think it wasnt the ans he wanted. i just went on adn on about how much i want to be a spy. then i emntioned some toehr normal stuff too but they only make up about 0.1% of the stuff i said. oh yeah, he saked other stuff like what will happen in 30 yrs time? or something along that line. so i mentioned technology, then global warming. i think i ended with something about tsunami and we'll all drown and die. i was too scared lah. could think straight. i always have stomach ache when i'm scared lor. nattiong wanted to be a farmer and i think jiayin said she wanted a husband. haha, ok, travel the world.

and yimin/witchalicious reluctant/windowpane/potato has a brand new name. HAHAHAHA. it was really random! i all started with siowyu saying "WW" cos witchalicious windowpane. then i was like "e". but it could fit. so i suggested "w". but also couldnt fit. so i gave up. BUT siowyu with her mega brain thought of something. she decided that we can call yimin "WWE...MIN". haha. how hilarious. when we announced yimin's new name to her, i think she was really excited and happy though she pretended to be exasperated, bored and nonchalant. and my eraser is so small now. and siowyu was erasing today when her eraser/mr potato broke. ahh! then siowyu put it on top of her spectacle case and she said: "all hail mr potato". haha, macbeth much? it was so funny. i cant stand it. it's like that time when we did "all hail hecate" to jiayin. hahaha. anw, siowyu's crazy about the five colours in her hair song? she keeps singing it. argh. then for the 1,2,3,4 part, she does it in a totally disgusting way. but liudi and i as her backup singers have to do some really ridiculous stuff. haha. the three of us go wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy back. we're THE band man! haha. today in lit. siowyu started to make her table really neat. and i told her to sit parallel to her table. it was really funny. hahaha. and nattiong decided to be cool and pon school today! wahlao. she pon how many times alr lah. and her table's so messy. i cant stand it. it gives me this massive headache. so whiel waiting for liudi, i helpe dher packed her stuff. i think they were as tall as me. yepps. so i moved her stuff to siowyu's table and started packing. haha. itf i dwell at her place any longer, i'll probably faint and puke. i think i took 45 mins to organise her stuff. omg. she sucks! she even has jan stuff and other highly irrelavant stuff. haha, after i finished everything, i pasted this post it on her file that says: "please pack your file. -cockroaches." HAHAHA. seriously leh, she's such a slob. thankfully, i'm sitting beside siowyu.

going vivo tmr. i'll miss my show. damn.

liudi and i quit the sec4 dance item. so we slacked and chatted before the kitchen shelter practice. oh well, i ate so much stuff. and drank alot. yay. extra lessons are OVER. i think i forgot to bring my chem stuff home. crap! term 3 will be hetic cos there're many tests. -screams- then it'll be the big Os. omg.

i think i have mood swings.

And then a hero comes along

with the strength to carry on

and you cast your fears aside

and you know you can survive.

So, when you feel like hope is gone

look inside you and be strong

and then you'll finally see the truth

that a hero lies in you.

happy birthday.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

i am very productive. i feel very hardworking now. :D and i feel like jogging too. but it's like quite early in the morning now. went for cip. erm, was fine. went out at night and i received an adidas watch as an advanced bdae present. ahh! i picked black cos not so easy dirty. wanted to buy swatch one. but somehow i prefered digital one. and so went city chain. haha, guess what. i saw liudi's enormous watch. and i was considering some other puma watches but they look quite weird and i do not want to copy liudi so i got an adidas one instead. and it's cheaper than liudi's.YEAH! went mos burger after that. argh. i've been eating so much! =/ and bought ALOT of junk food just now. >$100. oh farewell diet. i love great singapore sale. AHH. i want to buy so many things! crap. i still dont feel like sleeping.crap. i dont know what's my problem.

SWEET ESCAPE-

Friday, June 01, 2007

had cip today. having cip again tmr. YES. my birthday is coming in about a week. :D

Wanting you to be wanting me
No that aint no way to be
How I feel
Read my lips
Because I'm so over

Moving on and it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first
A little bit
And now I'm so over it

So Over It
I'm So Over it
I'm Over It

bio spa next tues.