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Thursday, May 31, 2007


haha, saw this at hwa chong. i found it rather funny. what is space? as in like outer space? or an empty area? haha. jolyn was saying that example there is a meet the parents session then the principal says:"please proceed to space." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
why are there these kinda things at hwa chong?!

sec3s and 4s. (: jolyn and i didnt climbed the gateway.

me, jiayin and jolyn @ hwa chong.

top: me, jiayin, jolyn, fangting, erica.
bottom:liudi, selina, adeline and xinhui.
random.

at amk hub.

liudi the next top model.

adeline to liudi.


jiayin gave this to liudi.

see the thing around her finger? that's done by jolyn. the thing on her neck is done by me! haha. i gave her something nicer too.
fangting, liudi, me, jiayin, jolyn. it was hot ok. PINK UMBRELLAS. my umbrella's normally blue ok.

the one that's being pointed @ is hilda's. see jiayin? the fire one? she called it the fire under the ocean.

pebble painting on north div day. liudi's. perhaps inspired by the zebra crossing.

erm, adeline's pebble.

jy painting happily.

jiayin's artistic pebble.


jolyn's half done pebble.

my pebble. (incomplete)

swim swim. guess what. adeline forgot to bring googles and me towel. :(

at the mrt station.
jiayin and I near the dbs arts center. for the macbeth play. notice that nattiong is in none of the pics.


know what? i wanted to blog really badly. but when i signed in, i just lost the urge completely. crap. i think i will stop blogging for some time. after reading nattiong's blog and knowing that a slob like her is working hard, i think i better start taking measures. ARGH. so many things happened. or crap. oh, and did i mention how much i love jap songs though i can only understand half of the lyrics. but english and chinese songs are getting really boring. so yeah, JAP! and i really really want to go study in japan. for no good reason actually, just want to. :D

ok, first nattiong, jiayin and i went to watch macbeth. i think this happened like last month? haha, actually only last week. liudi decided to be cool and didnt turn up at the last possible minute. sleek move huh? alot of st nicks ppl were there. met nattiong at toa payoh and she was wearing a skirt. she bought $9 worth fo bread @ bread talk. as she was having her shoe bag, tennis racket etc, it was only polite that i'll help her take all her bread. so i looked like some alien that has starved for a century there. nattiogn was at this part of bread talk and she said:"ok, i want everyone of this." there were like 9 trays there. and there she was looking expectantly at me and i was having this wtf look. she's crazy. she bought sweets and i bought potato chips after that. the queue at the shop was like crap cos we queued for so long at this particular queue and it was barely moving. met jiayin after that to get to the place. being a prepared guide, i brought a street directory and printed a map of the area. ok, maybe i was being kind of freaky but i feel that gudies have drilled this being prepared thing in to me alr. and at clake quay there, i actually helped ot lead the way for the first half and jiayin the second half. what did nattiong do? i mean what can she do besides looking like an embarrassment to mankind? nothing. DUH?! why do you think i brought all the directory stuff in the first place. -.-" outside the mrt station, she actually tried to lead us to the wrong direction. well, me being the wise one decided to check for prominent landmarks and figured out the CORRECT way. if we followed nattiong, we'd probably end up in the zoo cos y'all know, that's where she resides. macbeth was fine. there was a funny woman sitting beside me. nattiong thinks that she's a witch. went home with melissa, geraldine and jessalyn after that. we were walking aimlessly. and guess who we met. ahh! yimin, the windowpane. so we continued walking till ok, i lazy type alr. we walked to bus stop, took bus, ended up at PS,splitted up, took train, i reached home.

next big thing, north div day. i think the juniors got scolded. it was quite boring. i painted pebbles with fellow guides. i interacted with them and we had this great guiding spirit. YAY! we encountered many ants. haha. i think jolyn's damn funny. we saw this fridge then we were moving towards it at this fast pace. ok, maybe only me cos i was hungry. so jiayin was saying that we shouldnt open it. then jolyn was saying:"WHATTT. fridges are meant to be open." hahahaha. great logic. after that we had this friendshipband making session and liudi became our model cos she wanted to act cool again and decided NOT to participate and instead read her sophisticated storybook. erm, had biscuits after that. i think everyone act 1-2 while i ate8-9. cant blame me, my stomach's like this. ok, end of story next.

hwa chong campfire. haha. omg, there were like so many things la. we saw some mediacorp ppl, as in actors/actresses of our age. for the get high concert thing. and some previous campus superstar ppl. AHH. so fascinated anw, hwa chong is like this black hole and the compound is so huge that there are even sign board to direct students around. you know like the signboards you see on the road that says like ang mo kio policepost kinda thing? and they have so many ava room. liudi was liek saying this:"imagine a teacher wlaks to class and says this:'ok class, pack your stuff, we're going to ava room no. one hundred and three.'" hahahaha. i find it highly amusing. hahahaha. and we were near the track and we saw so many ppl that i suspect are MUTANTS!!! they were running so fast like there's a tsunami behind them. except for the fact that they look completely unafraid. and there was this yellow guy. omg. he overtook like one million ppl though he started one million years after them. i seriously wanted to throw an egg at them cos you know after ppl look at him, they may decrease the 2.4 running target time. and then adeline was saying that if i throw, i'll most probably miss cos he's too fast. but i beg to differ! i bet i throw at point X right, the time taken by the egg to land=time for his to run from point X to point X again. he's just TOO fast. haha. anw, that time only a few of us were watching then some other ppl who were fascinated by some other things came along. someone said:"is that i horse i spot?" i thought that was quite funny. i think jiayin did too until she pointed out to me this statue nearby that looks like a horse. HAHAHAHA. at the campfire, anderson guides were so enthu. but we need to win most enthu cos we cant win best item cos there's no performance. and qiu yu was the mc. YAY. haha. and in the end we won best supporting? yea, that's like most enthu. and the other award was most outstanding? and it was given to their own school. :/ haha. i was so anxious abt the winning the award that i told liudi that we need to take action. it was time for some underhand methods to be used. so i decided that in order to bring more attention to st nicks, me, jiayin, liudi and jolyn will scream after everyone has finished screaming. cos you see, after every cmapfire song, everyone will cheer/scream/make random noises. the one that makes the most noise wins. so after everyone cheered. we cheered to amek it seem like st nicks is like oh yeah, so enthu. i hope that worked. jiayin screamed until she was losing her voice. liudi scream hor... damn soft. but nvm, good effort. jolyn scream VEYR loud. so that's good. i also scream until i damn thirsty. anderson was so competitive. but we had the upperhadn cos some of the songs, they were uncertain. ok, wait, on to the thirtsy part. because both jiayin and i were thirtsy, something funny happened. haha, i was asking jiayin to go alr, but she wanted to stay and watch hao xi. and oh boy, was it hilarious. i felt quite mean cos i knew it will happen. haha. but the person was funny. the person told us not to tell anyone so too bad. think jiayin had a fit after that. the refreshements were, ok, i lazy elaborate alr. eat, cross road, took bus, went home.

today. went swimming with adeline. did about 25 laps only. wanted ot buy this nike swimsuit but chaged my mind since i'm going swimming cos i want to swim not to look nice. omg, i swim one lap i wanted to die. actually half a lap, i wanted to die. i wondered how i swam last time. i rmb last time the warm up for swimming class was 18 laps. warm up. -.-" so great. now i'm having difficulty doing ONE lap. i've sunk so LOW. omg. i'm so disgusted with myself. i'm so fat and unhealthy. luckily, i managed to convince myself that i HAD to get my swimmgin spirit abck and i managed to swim quite ok after that. though adeline was like fast cos she overtook me. as in i was at eg 2nd lap, she at her 4th lap. but i wasnt putting in alot of effort cos i was feeling sad. it rained. ran 16 plus rounds on tues. i think that's not enough. i dont know what happened to me. last time in pri sch 1.6 was like some easy shit. running 4 rounds was like eating ice cream to me.it was fun and i could RUN. but now, my 2.4 sucks. i suck. argh. how can i get silver this year? i ahve been getting gold all the time. i hate it. blahs. i think i need to exercise somemore. i must be not doing enough.

i'm feeling so random. cip with jiayin tmr and the day after that also. and i'll miss my fav show cos of it. ARGH. I MUST BE FIT. 50 by end of june. i must.

listen to this nice jap song. only 1 min plus.



i want to be born in japan! (not that singapore is bad, it's nice here too.:D)

Saturday, May 26, 2007


直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边

每个美好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你想通她早已经
不再对你留恋

最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为甚么不把她留下
为甚么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊

Thursday, May 24, 2007


we got back ppr today. damn. i didnt improve. my l1r5 is still stuck at 11. only my overall percentage improved by abit, but it's still in the 72.x range. so HAIYAH! siowyu's l1r5 surprisingly wasnt -6. but eh overall percentage was 80 plus. WHAT THE HELL. next term, my ppr's gonna SUCK. too many tests. even a part time mugger like me cant cope. during the holidays we have lessons almost everyday! ahh. schoollllllllllllll! :/

i lost 2 kg in 2 days. but it's unhealthy. cos i vomitted. not involuntarily one. so yeah, i'm not forcing myself. i was flipping thru my ppr just now and i i found out that my bmi has been steadily increasing. i guess that's a bad sign. i had proceeded from below 16 to 16 then 17 then 18 then now 19. so i need to make my bmi at least 18 cos i'm becoming fat. ever since i came st nciks i keep growing fat lor. :/:/:/ by end of next month i'll confirm be abt 50 or less. must must must. i'll run everyday during the holiday. everytime must be more than 2.4km. next yr my 2.4 timing has to be good. GO GO GO!

haha, on about yimin. siowyu and i has been torturing her. hahahaha. just for this week, on monday siowyu pasted post-its on her specs, on her calculator. i provided the post-its ok? haha, that cant be enough since yimin is our fellow witch so yepps, i provided my foolscap backing and we worte her name on both sides (windowpane). and left it inside her bag. i think she was elated when she saw it. HAHAHAHA. then the next day which is tues, i brought wrapping paper. for what? to wrap up her water bottle and pencil case and give her as an advance bdae present. HAHAHA. it was htis cute winnie the pooh one. new hor! so we wrapped it and well, jiayin provided this winnie sticker thingy and we presented it to her. on top was from: 2/3 witchalicious. HAHAHA. yimin was highly suspicious when we gave her the present but i think she knew what was inside. hahaha. when she tore open the wrapper, i think she felt very happy. on wed we didnt doa nything cos well, we had test on the chinese period(our crime committing period) so we couldnt do anything. AND today, siowyu and i gave her a new papaer to slot in her ppr. we even left a short note for her parents. how thoughtful right? haha. yimin is so lucky to have sitting partners like us. we give her so much love all the time. yay!

sitting with siowyu is very interesting. we love being witchalicious. we love equivocating. today, i was refilling my water bottle and siowyu was complaining cos she felt very bored. so we wanted to do 6 rounds. in the end we only did 3. haha, not 3 rounds aroudn the track but on our level, we just walked pass all the classes on our level three times. 3's a mystical number you know! hahaha. it was quite hilarious cos on our 2nd round, mrs fung went into our class alr. but heck, htough we haven even finished our 2nd round, siowyu insisted on doing one more round. hahaha. and the dumb nattiong was sitting on my seat and leaving me stupid post-its. such as i love px. and she drew on my innova jc magazine thingy. -.- she must have been really realy bored. the thing was that i saw her doing something at my table when siowyu and i were doing our rounds, then she saw me too so she bent her head down and pretended to be asleep. -.- too bad i'm too fast for her to handle. YAY!

dance prac after sch. liudi and i were about to go home alr until the ppl came. after that we went amk hub and ard there. i bought a bubble tea. yay! it was some oreo chocolate thingy. i love chocolates. but i love cold stuff more. cold things are so nice! i love ice kachang <-random. going swimming with adeline soon. YEAH! :D i haven swam in a long time since i quite swimming in sec2? i'm quite sad that i have to stop karate for a while. :( oh well, i'll still be fit! i'll be FITTER! oh ya, the lame nattiong helped me filled up the pri one registration form yst. she wrote CHUA PING PONG for my 'sister''s name. then i let my mum sign and she said "your friend very lame leh." haha. the retarded ufa. my brother saw it and had a fit. he cannot stop laughing. ok, maybe it was quite funny. i have shrunk. damn, i'm so short now. in june, i'll drink one carton fo milk per day plus eat calcium tablets. cannot la. i'm too short alr. yst went to check my backbone.wth, my backbone is like omg-ly crooked. took the x-ray then when the doctor showed me what my backbone looks like i went "OMG!" then he went:"oh there's nothign to worry about. it's quite minor. it wouldnt affect your pe. you can still give birth to kids blah blah." but it's DAMN DAMN DAMN crooked. i was speechless when i saw it. there's this random curve to my right side near the top of my backbone. shucks. he sais it's normally during puberty. but i want a good backbone. :/ my brother's the one in trouble. today he can barely walk. so my mum brought him to pay the doctor a visit. it turns out that he has this duck feet or whatever thing. so omg, he have to go tan tock seng for some operation to insert a metal plate into his feet. OMFG LA. my poor brother! he's such a good athelete. omg la. he's in a even worse situation than me. so poor thing la. i wonder if he still can run as fast. i guess there goes his dream of going sports sch. i'm going to fail my intergration test. 99% fail. omg. it's my first fail of this yr lah. :( or so i think. ehh, wait, i faield one lit paper this yr. but my maths so far has been A. :/:/:/ for the lit test today i was so sad. the test was on act 5 scene 3. know what's the awful part? i studied since the weekend from act 1-4. nvr study act 5. omg la. so suay. i studied quite hard. yst i ddint have time to start on act 5 so yeah, i die lor. but last night i read the back of the book which proves to be rather helpful. got my guides gold award todya. like finally. i finally signed my camping though i haven really passed. today last day of sch. hooray. but we still have to return to sch next week adn the week following that. argh. thrid week's the guides camp. go go go! i have to grow taller, weigh lighter and be smarter! haha, i've never been worried about my weight. this year's the first time. i hope i can stop worrying about it soon. btu that will be when my bmi hits below 18 again. so i guess need about 3 more months. we(siowyu and i) slotted this in yimin's report book. haha. she's witchalicious reluctant. she's constantly denying the fact that she's with us. :/ haha. anw, see the picture below, we included this letter for her parents behind.(:
haha. the letter from us to yimin(windowpane or witchalicious reluctant or grandma potato) see, it's written in a report format and we attempted ot be billingual! see the drawing below. haha, grandma potato-your friendly neighbourhood potato.

haiy. siowyu experimenting with some stuff. this is ethanol with the green pigment from the leaves and copper(II)sulphate solution.


erm, the pic is kinda screwed. it looked much nicer. :/



siowyu attempted about 3-5 times before she finally got this.




say hi to siowyu, jiayin and my leaves.





recently, the gym has been our hangout.






ahh. horror! seah wang ling with her hideous looking mask. haha, i think it was a mask for the witches in macbeth or something. so hilarious! HAHAHA.







hey hey hey! i'm on the hall of fame with the score of 588000. haha, not that it is very honourable since it's just an ne quiz thing but hey it's still an accomplishment! :D








Sunday, May 20, 2007


HELLO WORLD! i feel quite happy for no reason. i've been tv-ing all day long! :D ok, i should go do my work but i didnt bring my chi textbook home, nor macbeth or anything else that will be tested this week! AHH! ok, other than integration which is well, not say difficult. so i feel so free and happy! YAY! AND NATTIONG IS LIKE 50 KG ALR. crap. i shall get to nattiong weight by end of june. meaning, i'll weigh the same as her so i hope she dont lose too much weight. and by end of this week, i shall lose a kg. that should be too tough considering i dont snack anymore. haha, anw, just watched underworld revolution on HBO. was fine except for some violent scenes in front. haha, anw, during dinner i was watching this killer shows. then andy lau was in it and there was a part where he came to Singapore to assassinate someone. quite cool. I WANT TO BE A SPY :) haha, i was just telling siowyu the other day i wanna join cia. then she asked me if i was an american and told me to go join sia instead. :/ maybe i should go join the cid cos i really raelly raelly want to be a spy. or whatever. just as long as i get a gun. and siowyu's so retarded. haha. yimin was trying to borrow a pen from me then she told me to give her my correction fluid. and on the same day, she suked the chocolate and offered the rest to yimin. though i was trying my best to convince yimin not to eat it, she ate it anyway. :/ YUCKS. haha. and one time, me and liudi were going to school (this has nothing to do with siowyu) then i was saying this girl looked like some other person that i dont like. but she look really sweet. then liudi said she has a girl nextdoor look. so me being curious, asked her what look i have. guess what she said. she pondered for a moment and said i have an alien nextdoor look. hahahaha. i found that totally hilarious. ok, last fri did cip with jiayin. erm. i'm scared of this person. -screams- she creeps me out. and erm, we met this ex guide and she didnt recognise us. and well, erm, i skipped lunch and dinner? haha. i think that was good cos i didnt really feel hungry after that. ok, go away one kg!


bleach's so nice!

Monday, May 14, 2007




this song keeps ringing in my head. argh!

Sunday, May 13, 2007


guess what. i studied maths and finished chem. i knew i can do it lor. though i hate it. but i watched the incredibles today. it was like tv day for me! morning i woke up to watch totally spies, followed by the incredibles and abit if sky high (but i wasnt really watching cos i started studying). all on disney channel so i didnt even need to move. after sky high was totally spies i think. so tv from 9 till 4? heck, after that i finally started but i think transformation's pretty standard. everything seems the same. i still have my key points to study but heck la. i need a BREAK! (: gave my mum some loreal products for mothers' day. oh man. this week will surely be damn tiring. :/ -sobs- HELP. at the tao hauy shop for lunch and jiayin, liudi and mindy were taking their sunflower grp pic (i think they took at least 30 plus) so me and jolyn were like sleeping.
5 minutes later
jiayin: why ia pei xuan being so emo?
me: I AM SLEEPING.

haha, i'm like the most not emo person ard lah!

attempt to be emo but FAILED.

a slightly better attempt.


singapore next top models! haha. i think i was trying to contain my laughter cos jolyn looked chao funny.



FAILED ATTEMPT.





liudi trying to show off her neck.

me: ok done
liudi: huh?! can you give some sort of warning when you take???
jolyn: HAHAHAH.
CREDIT GOES ME ME :D yeah!


walk the emo road.
more jumping:





liudi: who's head is that
me: yours la.
liudi: omg.
tell me what do you do when the world falls apart.

ok, i think this is quite a disastrous picture. haha.

Friday, May 11, 2007


it rained in the morning and i was suppossed to meet up with nattiong to do like 10 rounds. but i was late anyway cos 265 was so slow. but it's not the driver's fault. just the rain's. so we jogged on the threadmill and i took 15 plus mins to do 6 rounds cos i walked for the 5th round. for not apparent reason, i felt like dying on the third round. and beside me, anttiong was like 1 round faster than me. $&@#! heck so we jogged the morning away. during recess, i jogged, actually walked, for 2 km so yay, i'm so healthy today. and nattiong really lost 2 kg. today we weighed ourselves and we found out ok, maybe just me, that nattiong's 52. or ard there. so she's lighter than me. argh! there're so many tests next wk! monday:transformation (emaths) test. tuesday: mock bio spa skill 3 wed: err, maybe will have hcl test? thursday: history test friday: chem test. wah, mr choo was saying the chem test will be difficult. OH CRAP. i'll so doomed. guess what. there's till guides tmr. ahh!

Monday, May 07, 2007


i don't know what i'm doing here. -screams- there's bio test and chem spa tmr. i'm so dreading them! went for dental. the dentist sucked as usual. i waited for half an hour before it was my turn. $#$%@! some ppl are just so weird. anw, my friends are crazy. i'm the only normal one now. none of them really eats during recess. they're all on diets maybe with the exception of liudi but im not sure about that. seriously man, liudi maybe just eat a youghurt, jiayin doesnt eat and now nattiong doesnt eat too. ahh. what's happening to my friends?! me? i eat like rice+meat+wanton+charsiew and muahchee (or however you spell it) just today recess. so now my friends are watching me eat. wth. this sucks. anw, nattiong was syaing that she'll lose 5 kg by end of this month. i said impossible. she said what if she does it. i said i'll give her 5 bucks. i hope she'll gain 5 kg. jiayin's on a similar plan. except that liudi will be paying and i think liudi doesnt even really know what's going on. haha. today, siowyu and i had a really fun time during chinese lesson when we were doing macbeth stuff. siowyu started writing quote for everyone. like for liudi we gave her a quote abt.. crap, i forgot. for jiayin it was:fillet of a fenny snake, in the cauldron boil and bake. haha. she was begging for good quotes and she ended up with this useless one. we gave hazel and yimin quotes as well. for yimin's it was really hilarious cos after writing, there was still some space left, so siowyu was looking for something to fill up that space. then she wrote the word fan cos mr wong said it was a vocab word or something. then she signed off as window pane (suggested by me!) HAHA. i couldnt stop laughing. omg. im still laughing like now. long story short: passed down namelist long ago. wanted to pull prank on liudi. signed window pane beside her name. passed paper to yimin for her to sign before giving to liudi. yimin looked speechless. me and siowyu realised that we signed window pane besid her name instead. haha. so funny. HAHAHAHA. anw, siowyu and i formed this witchelicious band. hahaha. we memorised this witch chant in Macbeth. let me try to rmb..

FILLET OF A FENNY SNAKE,
IN THE CAULDRON BOIL AND BAKE.
EYE OF NEWT, AND TOE OF FROG,
WOOL OF BAT, AND TONGUE OF DOG.
ADDER'S FORK, AND BLIND-WORM'S STING,
LIZARD'S LEG, AND HOWLET'S WING.
FOR A CHANT OF POWERFUL TROUBLE,
LIKE A HELL-BROTH BOIL AND BUBBLE.

check macbeth act 4 scene 2 (i think). if i memorised correctly, i rock. haha. andw, liudi msged me to say we go recess ourselves then i replied ok. btw.. (then i quoted some part of the chant). she replied saying i always knew that you were a witch. and i replied i always knew that you were a bitch! haha. i dont know what's wrong with me now. i think must be all the bio and chem. argh. anw, like an hr ago, i replied siowyu's msg will " with the prickling of my thumbs, something wicked this way comes." she knows abt the liudi msg thingy, so sh said :"i always knew that you were a bitch." and i replied: "i always knew that you were a leech." she replied: " i always knew that you like bleach." i replied: " i always knew that your butt itch." haha. ok, im off to browse at youtube now. (thougth there's o lvls spa tmr) ahh! ciao!

Sunday, May 06, 2007



SPORTS DAY 2007. red hse won. yipee yay! for the first time in 10 yrs! diana must feel really happy. :D

think this was taken when jiayin and i were walking around the sch.


me , jiayin and siowyu wearing some erm fire(?) thingy on our heads.
siowyu: i look retarded.

we were drenched! and we had to use to hand dryer thing to dry ourselves. WHICH WAS REALLY EMBARRASSING!

last fri for guides we had to clean the shed. i was so tired after that. anw, check out the small thingy that liudi is holding compared to the rest.

this is siowyu's chem ws. the comment on the left side says: LAZY. and her safety precaution is:Do not stir too vigourously in case thermometer breaks. -.- we are stirring in a styrofoam cup man.. maybe only siowyu will break it.

the person on the extreme left looking dammit pissed off is me! (enrolment last yr)

i feel like crap. there's not a day when i dont. :/ i have not started studying for transformation test yet. and there's spa and bio this week. damn.
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Thursday, May 03, 2007


I tried so hard and got so far,
but in the end,
it doesn't even matter,
I had to fall,
to lose it all,
in the end,
it doesn't even matter.

napfa's over. it sucked. i got 5 points for all except my standing board jump which was 1 cm away from c. i dont understand. last yr i jumped 189, the year before that was 179. this yr i could only jump 164. 165=c. so i can only get silver. im so angry. i've gotten gold for three years but on my final year a silver. wtf.

got back chem. surprisingly i didnt fail but got an A2. siowyu didnt get her usual fullmarks which is wow. and got back ss as well with jiayin topping the class. im veyr angry with my ss paper ok. i could have scored better if i didnt have to redo. wth. i got a good for all my ans except one which i lost 4 marks in cos i wrote crap for one interpretation so the tr just cant continue with the rest of my explanation. i wrote purpose and tone leh. ok la, maybe i wouldnt get them all right but at least i didnt have to write crap right. :/

tmr there's hist test. im so screwed. chapter 8.2 sucks.

i hate my score for standing broad jump for napfa. :(

i cannot cry,
because i know that it's weakness in your eyes...