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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Thursday, April 26, 2007

i don't even know what to do now.

i'm so prone to complaining nowadays. i think it's because siowyu can stand all my complaints. so she's indirectly encouraging me to complain. so i have to complain here too! grr. i so totally screwed up my maths test. i'm so angry! i could have scored much higher, just because, i never present the answer properly so i had minus marks, then i do mental calcualtions also do wrongly, i use calculator also press wrongly (wth) and i never sub in x value. just thinking abt it makes my blood boil.

i just received this lame sms from the UFA. it goes something like this:
NIT: have you seen an oil well?
WIT: no, i but i haven seen one sick either.

the UFA added one million hahaha behind it. she's so weird. anw, back to my rantings! oh yea, my 2.4 was 13.1 or something. WHAT THE HELL. i feel so angry. when i finished my 5th round it was 10 mins something, so i thought i had plenty of time then wth. 2 sec to hit 12 something. im so angry. -frowns very hard- and i discovered something horrible. AHH. my height decreased by a cm. oh crap. and my weight decreased by a kg. ok, maybe that's an improvement but how can i be shorter. i cant be shorter. let me share with you my aim. it's to be TALLER than nattiong (i know i alr am) and lighter than siowyu. i cant believe it. siowyu with her double chin actually has a smaller bmi compared to mine. ahh. must be she has too much fats and i have muscles. YES! oh, my other aim is to be taller than liudi by 10 cm. so i need to crink more milk etc. last time i only need one more cm, now i need two. crap.

ok, maybe things arent so bad after all. today we got back our lit paper and surprisingly i got 19/20. oh wow. so i was very excited cos i scored higher than siowyu. and there were only two ppl in the class with the mark and it's the highest. oh wow. but i screwed up the recent lit so this can make up for it. YES! and and and my chi i got 37.5/50. maybe that's not really high but once again i scored better than siowyu. YES! haha, my paper was on siowyu's table and she was veyr happy that she scored so well and siowyu's paper was on mine and i didnt register it yet. and initially i only got 35.5 then i realised tr nvr mark a ting xie qns and i was veyr ahppy cos i thought i could get more marks, but then i realised i wrote one word wrongly (or so i thought). so i'll get 37 which is 74% which sucks. then in the end, i got A1 right on the dot. YES! (:(: oh im very happy also cos i beat jiayin for 2.4. YES. by a few sec but considering i was wearing sch shoes and her sports shoe, i felt/feel very accomplished. i was position 7. so i was/am very happy cos it's one digit. but guess what? im one min slower than nattiong. (i dont know whether that's bad or good) haha, earlier that morning i was still complaining to liudi that we nvr wear sports shoes. haha. yay!

tmr's sports day. i feel so un-excited. well, cos in the monr still have lessons. but im abit excited since jiayin say we're going to the hawker centre to eat lunch. not that that's veyr glam or anything, BUT i wanna eat ice kachang. gosh. i love cold stuff. THEY ROCK! i rmb before 2.4 i ate half a tub of choco ice cream. then well, i had stomach ache. :/

i don't even know what to do now.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

siowyu drew a face on her eraser.

eraser is happy.

eraser is still happy.

farewell eraser!

found this on jiayin's friendster. this is to prove to everyone how macho i am. compared to jiayina nd lidui i can carry siowyu with ease(sort of). she see, she can look and smile happily to the camera! see my power? and you can surely see that she's taller than me when im carrying her while when liudi and jiayin were carrying her.. let's just say that they lack karate power! (: hey, and im only heavier than her by 1-2 kg ok!

was going thru my stack of junk until i found this. i think the blue dots were added in by siowyu.

i think this is the photo that siowyu asked me to take and send to liudi via bluetooth. argh. i cant stand siowyu and her double chin.

i think siowyu was burping.

chij st joseph campfire. :/

adam khoo. us with our class jackets.

maybe the theme for this picture was emoness.

think those fingers belong to amanda awyong. geraldine at the back.

this was written by the brainless nattiong.

(written by jiayin except for the title which was thought up by me. wanted to include our names in it but i think nattiong's name too long so i just excluded both mine and jiayin's name.)

haematite-jiayin

bauxite-me

magnetite-nattiong

haha. one fine day, me, jiayin and nattiong were engaged in a battle that lasted for about 15-20 mins? somehow jiayin stole my nametag and in the midst of getting it back we were holding hands, then i cant rmb how nattiong came into the picture and we teamed up against her while i was still agaisnt jiayin. in the end, nattiong dropped part of siowyu's toast or something. and siowyu was fuming and so we all teamed against her. rather complicated but funny.

(i wrote/drew this!)

this suits siowyu just fine since her head is so gigantic that she had gained the anme: jimmy proton.

these (below) were taken in perhaps feb? somehow siowyu was singing some unknown song and she forced me and liudi to be some background dancers cum singers thing. it was really hilarious cos we were learning loci back then, and we used the compass or whatever thing as mics. haha. (thinking back, why didnt we go along with siowyu. -.-)

i've been sleeping so much yet i'm still so tired. and i've been feeling weak lately. i think i'll screw up my 2.4. oh crap. and for the bio spa, the key source of error, i did it in a table format. so far everyone merely wrote it down so i guess i'm doomed. oh crap. the differentiation test was so difficult. maybe it was easy for siowyu but i think i cant pass it. oh crap la. the first fail of the term-so soon! i bought a new pair of sch shoes! haha. jiayin fortunately got her shoes changed. lucky! i saw a pri sch friend, maybe not friend since she was from another class working at bata. im getting bad at recognising ppl. i'm so tired! and i still have not finished all my homework. OH CRAP LAH.

Friday, April 20, 2007

this song keeps playing in my head. argh. i cant concentrate!!! bio spa and differentiation test tmr. or later today. AHH! i'm so screwed!

Monday, April 16, 2007

sec four life is passing so fast! ARGH. i dont know what the heck i'm coming online on a weekday but i think i'm starting to slack. i'm NOT prepared for the ss test AND the maths test. oh crap.
i have a weird friend by the name of nattiong. she wants to slim down so she said she's not gonna bring her allowance to sch. -.-" and she constantly fights me with her lousy kung fu moves and always pokee my stomach damn unnecessarily! seriously, today after the prize presentation, jiayin thought of a name for her. UFA. i cant rmb what F stands for but it's unidentified something animal. she's such sucker btw, today during maths, she was particiapting actively. i have no idea why the hell she's in remedial in the first place, she shd be with the maniac brainiac siowyu! but she's just siao la. i mean check this out:

THE SS REP HAS DA ASS. (heehee, PX!)
Do you see what you do to me?
You aint have time for it now
Do you think that I'll ever be?
Cause all I've ever wanted is so far gone
And if I had my chance I'd go along.

she's in love with miss mao. then she wants to be a poet like her. oh and lidui's bdae came and went. somehow we didnt buy a cake cos both me and jiayin dont want to eat. (cakes sucks) then we had a bread. jiayin bought the candles and i brougth the matches and i managed to light the candle after many shots cos apparently jaiyin's scared of fire and nattiong and siowyu are so loserish that i doubt they even know what matches are. i realised that i could have just brought a lighter, HAHA, heck, nvm. and nattiogn gave liudi 51 lollipops. 51 leh. siao. and what did she give siowyu for her bdae? NOTHING! she only know liudi for like 2 yrs of less while she know siowyu for like way more than 2 yrs. BIAS!

yay. today i went to get the patrol tee. i feel so accomplished! and i think my this term ppr's gonna suck. damn. and guess what, jiayin bought a new pair of shoes which are like my so called 'boats'. oh and i feel so embarrassed. oh freak. :(

and i want to clear my name and jiayin's!
nattiong's blog:
She and PX are always being like gossipy aunties, always trying to squeeze out hot gossip topics even though there is none. Resulting in creating very untrue gossip topics for themselves.

so not ok? my observation skills are terrific ok. and jiayin's a pretty good spy too. we dont gossip and come up with nonsense. we discuss intelligent stuff such as nattiong's scandalous behaviour.

EG:I like to pinch Liudi's calves fats when she walks up the stairs.

we have solid proof also ok. and oh man, sec4 life is TOO FAST. i barely sleep. omg. and adeline called just now to say that she had a hair cut. and now her hair cant even be tied. zomg. i cant wait to see her tmr. haha. i think she looks better with long hair but heck, let's see tmr. haha. today siowyu was sending liudi a picture of macbeth via bluetooth. then i sent her a photo of siowyu. i'll upload the pic here this sat, she looked ridiculous. anw, i just realised something. check this out:

in class:

ME: how come i cant connect with lidui's bluetooth
SIOWYU: becos im sending her something
ME: har.. then you send her macbeth alr arh?
SIOWYU: ya
ME: :/ then what i send?
SIOWYU: HOW ABT NATTIONG'S BUTT? (and she suggested a teacher's name)
ME: but i wanna take a photo of something hideous.
SIOWYU STARTS TO LOOK ARD FOR SOMETHING HIDEOUS.
SIOWYU: eh, send lidui a picture of me

conclusion of today: siowyu thinks she's hideous! HAHAHA.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

GOOD MORNING WORLD.

turns out that i didnt fail my differentiation test which is alr a miracle. and i ended up getting A2= omg! but it's really wasted cos i made many careless mistakes for my paper. such as x=3 (provided in the qns) i put x=4 -.-" and some other stuff such as calcualtor problem which really sucks. and for the last fricking qns is the WORST! my r looked like v and the other way round. so my working's right BUT i ended up finding some other weird thing. BLAHS. monday blues! i dont want to run 5 rounds this wk. arghs.!!!!

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

(:

Thursday, April 05, 2007

oh crap. my life's so screwed. i'm feeling so depressed. differentiation sucks. i'm so sure i wouldnt score well for tmr's test. come to think of it, none of my tests' results for this term had rocked. :/ so i'm so ANGRY. grr! watched 23 with liudi last wk and went for chij st joseph campfire. i have nothing to say abt the campfire. 23's complicated. i'm so hungry cos i just vomitted but i ate alot just now. BLAHS. stressed!