do you know that whenever you’re near,

Thursday, August 31, 2006

pan wei bo can sing
pan wei bo can dance
:D

I LOVE PAN WEI BO!!!

went j8 AGAIN today. with nattiong, liudi and siow yu. seriously.. nattiong has the appetite of a cow! went pastamania then me and liudi ordered pasta. then nattiong ordered about the same thing. adn she ate it like in a few seconds. and she told us to hurry up! in the end i didnt finish mine cos it was too much. siow yu was saying we cant go yet, becasue we have to sit dwn and digest our food. :/

i think i suck. ppl can get 8 for their L1R5.. while i get 19. damn. i better study harder. and i was so hardworking. even though i was tired i still completed my hist hw yst nite before i slept. and siow yu accussed me of not being a nerd. wad an insult... i shall... complete ss and clear up my table before dinner. seriously. my table just resmembles a mountain of stacked up bks. blahs. :/ after dinner, i shall revise bio chapter 2. :D adn maybe do TYS. then come online at night again

teachers' day celebration was fine. the captain ball game tr against students was ridiculous. ms praveena fell dwn right in front of jiayin who was beside me and her shoes came off. haha. so malu can?! damn funny. and i seriously cant stand the guy tr who was trying to act pro and cool. blahs. he didnt have the STUFF in him ok.... just suck la he. then when other classes 'bombed' wisdom, we just went: wisdom bomb, wisdom bomb, wisdom bomb to bsfab$gfrgw bomb'. so no one could make out wad we trying to say. then got once two classes tot was them so they retaliated at the same time. xD damn funny.

I LOVE WISDOM! (: most of the ppl inside anw...

i dont want to run away

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

:D talk about heaven. fri no sch. tmr half day. life rocks. got bck ppr today. i didnt feel anything. actually i dun feel anything most of the time. so i didnt feel sad or wadever. i alr noe it'll suck. so heck.

alot of Bs. hell. and my humanities totally shocked me. i tot it'll be my lousiest subject. but in the end. it was my best. wadever. lucky my ss pull up. and this time none of my subjects fell in band one. wahlao. then my chem is my WORST subject. wth... i need tuition la. overall percentage was 64.2 or something. which dropped la.. after all i failed two hist test and one chi test and one chem. wth.. all the bloody asshole freaky ms siti fault. dunno how to teach. u noe wad? even clemzxz is better! at least i got 60 for my maths. the cohort ave was 49 xD

today had alot of snacks in class. haha (: today went j8. and jiayin bought her long wanted bag. i haven buy mine yet la... wahlao. instead i bought this nike water bottle because my adidas one is perhaps corroding or something. it has a chemical smell.

haha, and we hid at the stairs while jiayin did her stuff. blahs. and RANDOM, RANDOMS, RANDOMNESS. cant rmb wads the other one. oh no... jiayin the macho pic is gone. and i saw pics of pan wei bo at cd shop today! yay. I LOVE PAN WEI BO.

i dont want to run away

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

had stomach ache frm morn till now. sucks la. hate this. somemore jiayin was saying about it in bio cos we were learning the same topic. freak. damn pain. i cant even sit straight. :/ blahs.

and i'll be going to some standard charted marathon or wadever shit in dec for guides. got cip hrs. like i'll be needing anymore... alr more than 150 hrs still need to do somemore... and jiayin and liudi are aiming for 300 hrs. siao. good luck. still need to do for nyaa somemore. sux.. and i was rejecting every single idea tht nattiong suggested for the community service xD

getting bck ppr tmr. great. compared to my sec1, 2 etc, this is gonna be my worst. :/ blahs!!! eoy is coming! gulps. and i want to nike bag!!! ok, term three ending. cheers. :D got dental appointment at night ltr.

shall try to finish my chem, hist, perhaps social studies oso by tonight. BE A NERD. BE A NERD. it'll pay off in the end.

why did you lie?

Monday, August 28, 2006

I DID MY AM 19 :D :D :D

im super duper proud of my geekiness! (: yay. i have done most of my hw alr. tmr go sch then do bio in the morn. haven started on hist. shall do tmr after sch. ahh.. yong zhen just said there s chem extra lessons tmr after sch :/ sucks. i completely hate extra lessons. they are pointless. i dun even pay attention in class, wad do u expect after sch manzxz... i only manage to keep up due to my advance reading and revision. i dun care in class. :/

EXAMPLE

today the first period of the day was hcl. i spent the 1 hour decorating my bio dividers and organising my bio file. whicle jiayin was doing her eng hw. secong period was clemzxz. i tink i was paying attention to him. i had no choice. he kept scribbling furiously on the board so i just ended up copying the entire shit. without undertsnad of course. after all i missed alot of lessons. then was recess. today had 5 bloody periods of maths. wahlao. can die. i hate maths. anw, after recess was bio practical. we did pig s heart which many found gross. but i found cool. i stab the heart a few times before i threw it away in satisfaction. haha. you gotta admit it s an amazing structure wad.... then was clemzxz AGAIN. then i was so bored with copying all his shit. then jiayin and i modified two songs. haha. and one of them is about him! yay. the other about the boring thumb oso. will rite dwn the lyrics some other time. SEE.... i dun pay attention in class. blahs. the after sch, eng extra lessons. after i do the work, i do my bio alr. seriously. sch is so not neccessary. anw, we had like a free period today. the last period. then bimbotic jiayin and i took photos in the toilet for ahlf an hr. which was a complete waste of studying time but haha, it was fun and ridiculous. xD upload some other day.

anw, there s this lamo debato thingo tmr. THBT service stuff shd smile and accommodate the customer ( i forgot wad's after this but it's somehting like no matter wad the situation is.) and my patrol and mynah haven discuss the tr s day present yet! and rachel is so uncontactable. ok. i shall go call her RIGHT NOW. wtf.. she bathing. wahlao. this is so urgent!!! im attempting unsuccessfully to find information for the debate tmr. got back elit paper today. sucks like hell. 13/25 and 18/25. wahlao. freak la. B4. the higher one is because i was in good mood then my hadnwriting very neat then she give me so high one lor. haiya... jiayin decided to go shopping AGAIN this sat. so paya lebar then go tampiness. ok. bimbo. :D im kinda broke alr. die la. i still haven buy the nike bag tht i like so very much. and a bigger handbag. and the cool nike jacket! blah!!! ok. i shall go study soon. EOY is coming. :/ haha. i still wouldnt be paying attention in class anw. im bringing wang wang sen bei to eat in class tmr. the net has nothing to aid me in debate tmr. sucker. study is the key to success.

i just wouldnt admit

Sunday, August 27, 2006

some ppl just cant get it. just like i cant get maths. why do we learn all those stuff when we 99 percent wouldnt use it in the future? and why does liudi always feel so depressed? the world is so beautiful! as if. i mean we just live and die. there s nothing more than mere existance. nothing to worry about. whether you rob a bank and murder alot of ppl and go jail and die there, it s the same as a person who studies like mad and become a millionare. both dies. so why do we work so hard for? money. cheer up. either u die happy or sad. you pick.

i wouldnt be caught dead here

Saturday, August 26, 2006

while liudi was suntanning at the beach wif jolyn, while, nattiong and olivia were having tennis lessons, me and jiayin were hunting for a bag at queensway shopping mall. seriously. after going to tht place i tink orchard isnt so confusing after all. when i walk in the whole place was cram full wif shops. serious. and after shopping for very long, we didnt get the bag we both wanted. i got an adidas handbag. i wanted to buy the nike bag or another adidas one. but jiayin one of them looking completely ridiculous and the other was white, easy dirty so it wasnt a good option. jiayin bought a new jacket. pretty cool and girl. went both stores and the display was the last. so it s rather popular. and i fell in love wif this cool looking nike jacket. btw, jiayin s jacket was 100 plus and the disoucnt was really good. anw, the cool looking jacket costs about 156!!! damn heavy and cool and good material. i tink no one can wear in singapore. XD too thick. it was more of a guy's cut. damn nice. no matter how ugly or noob the guy wear alr sure look cool. upload photo nxt sat. im feeling bored. :/ eoy is seriously coming. uh oh. i better start studying alr. my mum alr say my this term ppr if very low then will ban me frm com. im gonna go offline soon and mug.

oh baby when you talk like that,

you make a woman go mad

Friday, August 25, 2006

PHEW! just came bck frm camp. im feeling really dirty now cos i haven bathe. lazy la... ltr then i go bathe. camp was alright. my instuctor rocks.

DAYS ONE

took taxi with liudi and jia yin. the taxi driver was damn rude cos he dunno wth is the place. wahlao.. so irritatin. then we reach. im in grp ten. nattiong was in some other grp wif her good fren geraldine. so lucky. jiayin more lucky la. grp 6 wif rachel ng. liudi was in grp 7. her dorm is just beside mine so it s quite near. adeline was in grp 1. i tink her grp very good. the camp everyone very bimbo leh. my grp consist of: serene, mei ying, jeaness, peiting, regina, peilling, weiling, emain, xiao wei, jiawei, ying qi and maple! wasnt close to them but they r nice ppl and friendly. :D and we called ourselves the rojakzxz. inspired by our intructor who is a mix blood. she is like 4 diff kind of race mix. :/ incredible. she plays rugby. played for national team b4. rather cool. this is her last camp. she s really good and enthu. had some games like scaling a wall, swinging on a rope, then i cant rmb alr. oh ya. had outdoor cooking. paid 120 bucks. then we cook the cheapest kind of maggi mee which is the maggi brand. :/ sucks la. then got baked beans and sardine and sausage. then nothing interesting happened. slept at near 12. ddint even had time to brush teeth. bathed like in 2 mins same cubicle as jaiyin and rachel. jaiyin was very insistent tht we dont strip at all. we bathe wif clothes on and we were soaked. :/ and somemore rachel just have to have tht thing. wahlao. and they have to cancel the night hike cos the tr just have to have a 2 hrs talk. at night somemore. zzz. then cant slp.

DAY TWO

went on hike. frm 9 plus to 6. we were walking damn bloody freaking fast. wtf.. damn fast i tell u. we walk like dunno wad... my sole was dman pain frm walking/running. and our one step is like damn big. i was tinking like : im losing alot of weight. tht was the only factor tht kept me going. oh, oso to be first la. duh... in teh end we reach at about 3 plus. since we were first, we had teh luxury to bathes for half an hr. 4 toilets. including gents oso la. so it s liek the first few times i go to the gents. haha. then hike wasnt tht tiring. walked frm bukit gombak there to mac ritchie. like 20 plus km. haiz! luch was some dried up bread. tuna and another egg. had alot of biscuits. and they gave banana. i hate bananas. so i threw it away. i cant uinderstand why olivia likes banana so much. ahd campfire at night. got a couple of bimbo grps do bimbo performance. us included. but we werent as extreme as grp 4. they damn bimbo. and their instructor oso. guy. act bimbo wif them. in the end, they won the best grp award. slept at near one. woke up at five plus nxt day. zzz

BIMBO CHEER ( THEIR VERSION)
i cant really rmb. anyhow lah. it goes something like tht....

oh my god, i tink i need a manicure.
the sun i swear in bleaching up my hair.
blue, yellow, red and green, whats the colour of my theme?
i dunno. i dun care.
how should i do my hair?
go, go, fight, fight,
gee i hope i look alright..
like, go, like go,
like go team go.
YEA!

they jumped in the air at the end in a total bimbo fashion.
our cheer was modified. but the un-modified version goes like this:

im sexy, im cute, the guys all like to boot.
im btichy, great hair, the guys all love to stare.
im cool, im hot, im everything u're not.

erm, i suddenly mental block, cant rmb. heck la.

DAY THREE

i was excited. cant wait to leave camp. i hate camps. it makes me feel like a babarian. and i have to carry so many things! wth! moreover i dun have my handphone. in the end, break camp. there were three best grp. grp 1, 4, and 10. yay, im in grp 10 (: which is awesome, oh wow, like totaly freak me out, i mean right on, rojak, rojak no 1! tht was part of our bimbo cheer. i finally got bck to civilization. i was totally excited and happy. i couldnt wait to get the hell out of camp. i tink liudi shared the same sentiments too. we arrived at the bukit gomebak mrt station after the long taxi ride. then liudi said she wanted a drink and i said i wanted ice kachang. went to bubble tea shop, then in the end i deicded to try something new like the oreo chocolate dunno wad thing.. tasted nice. liudi tried some green tea..? wad? i forgot. XD then bought bread cos the bread smell so nice. then after we ate bread. i told liudi i was still thirsty. then i asked her if it ll be wrong if i buy another bubble tea cos i drank finish mine before the bread eating session. uh oh, im going crazy. then i bought a milk tea. then i saw some cute looking jelly tht u could add for 30 cents. so i try lor. then it tasted nice too. (: then liudi looked at me like i was mad. then in mrt took train liudi alighted first. we were discussing intelligently about the camp. so not. then i drank in the train. then liudi say if they come fine me 500 bucks she gonna pretend she dunno me. then i tol dher im gonna report her suspiciouas looking bag XD then haha. after she alight, the bloody trai conductor suddenly say teh train terminate at ang mo kio. wahlao. why cannot terminate at toa payoh?! then they say the train got problem. wahlao. freak me out can. and i and no handphone to send sos signal to liudi. in the end i reach home in one piece. phew.

I LOVE GRP 10! :D we rock! and i love pan wei bo! ahhhhhhhhhh! :D
erm. i made a new discovery today again. my aim is to make new discovery/discoveries everyday. and share them with jiayin cos she's too scandalous. and LIUDI! AFTER DRINKING BOTH BUBBLE TEA, IM HAVING A BLOODY STOMACH ACHE LA! i love wilber.

i see you die a little more inside

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

this is my mission for life: marry pan wei bo

shucks. he got the looks and has THE voice. and he s so... breath-taking! gosh. i love him! i declare i am gonna try my best to marry him. gosh. I LOVE PAN WEI BO. he was all i could tink about in class today! other than the chem spa and jap Ca5. PAN WEI BO. PAN WEI BO! :D yay! and jiayin say she gonna marry kunda. and liudi is gonna marry maybe owen or rain. and nattiong said she was gonna be like angelina jolie. then i told her not to steal pan wei bo. XD i love pan wei bo.

leaving for camp tmr. meeting at bukit gombak tmr morn. ((: missing sch which is great. hope camp will be fun. oh yea.. i found a highly interesting blog. told liudi. jiayin not online. blahs. i made a new discovery again can?! camp will suck. no handphone. no internet. no bed. no snacks. :/ i miss them. ok. i love pan wei bo! i shall print a photo of him. then carry with me during camp. haha, beside me in class is the history board which i put in alot of effort one. then jiayin suggested we put a pan wei bo poster on it. XD i ll just look at him during the whole of lesson and get highly stimualted can? AHH! (: i love pan wei bo! and and and. chem spa was a failure. i made alot of mistakes. and i had a bad start. i even had to engage jiayin's help. :/ die la. the jap was realatively easy. but i wouldnt score well, as usual. muggers will score well. but i didnt mug hard enuf. im gonna be a nerd ok. haha. i have beeen trying to be one since forever. anw, eoy coming. cant slack. and WTF!!! o many extra lessons! even during nov. sucks. i wanna pierce ear hole one leh. :/

I LOVE PAN WEI BO!

Monday, August 21, 2006

today was fine. considering tht i'll be off for camp pretty soon. im feeling excited about going on a bag hunt his sat! :D yay! but will be spending ALOT. :/ uh oh. there's jap ca5 and chem spa tmr! gulps! im damn freaked out. it's o lvls and im still camly staying online like no one's business. shit. and today got bck chi paper. was rather shocked. i guess did better cos no summarising. (: oh well, today during chem me and jiayin made up some diary shit. it goes: wednesday. today i lugged my bag with my heavy 1.5 litres bottle to to to far far away. i cant rmb how it continues. but while i was writing it i just kept laughing. totally crazy! XD after sch heritage trail.. was more fun than expected. and eneded earlier too. and i made a new discovery. i make at least one new discovery everday anw.. CHEM SPA! scared! ahhh. adn i got bck my nametag. (: yay. and i cant stand it. liudi is my ching teng partner. everytime after we eat then i ll ask her if she ll be buying anything else. then she give THE look. then she smile smile then say ya. then in the end it ll eb ching teng! ((: haha. and today during recess i kept telling nattiong to keep her mouth shut.i cant believe she actually guaily listenned to me and kept it shut. when she's laughing. she looks like a freak. but tht s the whole point. and adeline s busy with her own scandal. HAHAHA. life rocks now! yay. tmr then camp. and rahcle ng putting braces too. i wanna put lime green cos im obessed witht tht colour.

reveal your secrets

Sunday, August 20, 2006

QUIZ

Taken a picture naked >> no...

Made out with a member of the same sex>> no. have you?!
Danced in front of your mirror >> i think so.

Told a lie >> almost everyday...

Gotten in a car with people you just met>> i thought this happens only in america?

Been in a fist fight >> rather often with my brother.

Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back >> ya

Been arrested > not yet

Left your house without telling your parents > ya. duh.

Ditched school to do something more fun>> I TOTALLY ENJOY SCH (:

Slept in a bed with a member of thesame sex >> when i was younger..

Seen someone die >> no. and i dont wanna witness any

Kissed a picture >> nah. only sickos do tht

Slept in until 3 >> until 5

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by >> i haven grown so bored yet and i have better things to do

Played dress up >> in pri sch with the barbie dolls -.-

Fallen asleep at work/school >> seldom

Felt an earthquake >> i live in singapore...

Touched a snake > hell.. i hate them

Ran a red light >> my dad does

Had detention >> nopes.

Been in a car accident >> nearly. i dont look.

Pole danced >> my hse no pole la. unless u count the bamboo poles!

Done something you told yourself youwouldn't>> rather often. last time was today. im not suppossed to be online now

Laughed until something you were drinking cameout your nose >> cant rmb. maybe

Caught a snowflake on your tongue >> nah. and i nvr will. snowflakes are so dirty

Kissed in the rain >> walk in the rain sounds more like it

Sang in the shower >> haha! yesssss!

Got your tongue stuck to a pole >> nopes

Ever gone to school partially naked >> very one does wad? who wears a mask to cover their faces?

Sat on a roof top >> nah.

Been pushed into a pool with all yourclothes on>> wasnt pushed. i jumped in myself

Broken a bone >> ... nah

Forgotten someone's name >> yupps

Slept naked >> erms. ehh... ya

Blacked out from drinking >> i dont drink mans

Played a prank on someone >> duh duh duh!!!

Felt like killing someone >> oh yea. i c her 5 times a week too... i just need the opportunity

Made a parent cry >> nah. i love my family

Cried over someone >> yepps

Had/Have a dog >> had. T_T and i got bitten by it cos i pulled its tail

Been in a band >> nah. i suck at music

Drank 25 sodas in a day >> thts more of my brother's style. i dun even drink 25 glasses of water everyday

Shot a gun >> my ambition is to be a spy rmb?

i was seriously bored when i was doing this. manu rocks. they scored like 4 alr.

was reading thru my chem titration notes... to prepare for tues spa. then i realised tht i dun understand a single shit about percentage purity etc. :/ the truth is i alr noe i dun understand for very long alr, just tht i didnt wanna face it. well... siti sux. her lesson were damn boring. even clemzxz lessons r better. eg: the last maths lesson i was doing my bio hw. but i still do his classwork wad. so siti sucks. she shouldnt be a tr at all. im so bored and i want a new bag! :D gosh. im having this headache again. ahhh! and i wanna eat bread. cos i wanna eat peanut butter. can i just eat peanut butter by itself? i shall try then. and im studying for my jap test. and it sucks.

countdown to camp: 3 days

Saturday, August 19, 2006

Pei Xuan, you're destined to be a Social Butterfly

You can't help it — you love people: talking to them, talking about them, or simply hanging out with them. You love it all. You thrive when you're being social — whether organizing a French Club outing, playing on a team sport, or volunteering at the animal shelter. And who can blame you? There are so many interesting stories out there and how are you going to hear about them if you don't get and stay in touch with folks.

I THINK THEY SHOULD JUST SAY IM SCANDALOUS.

Friday, August 18, 2006

liudi told me to blog. cos if i dont she' ll grow a beard. so i told her i'll love to c her grow a beard. tht'll be interesting. :D i failed my history. gosh. i suck like a little better than clemzxz, which makes me the second on the list of sucky ppl. oh ya, jiayin's a sucker 2! then anw, today during gudies we went canteen again. i bought a drink and so did joyln. BUT LIUDI JUST HAD TO BUY FISHBALLS! seriously! xD so ridiculous!!! then mrs sherwood appeared in the canteen. i was like oh shit! but nothing happened. it was like a spy show. sneaking here and there! cool. i like.

jiayin told me she ate her medicine by pouring it into her mouth. XD anw liudi dropped one of her fishball. then it boucned dwn the stairs. to stop beside my shoes. XD i have really interesing frens. anw, after the ball stopped. liudi pick it up and bounced it! wth... was damn funny! HAHAHA. and mr clemzxz dressed in shorts today! xD damn funny. so it look pic wif hp. then after i took then i was like oh shit. cos he was looking at me. then he said dunno wad crap. why i nvr ask 4 permission to take his photo. -.-" i took 4 photos in total. i hate functions! siow yu took a picture of her sexyae, :/ and i have to hand in my chi, eng, hist, ss and hell noes wad file cos im register 5! wtf! so many files! T_T and my name tag kana confiscated! wth! by mrs teo. haiz.. forget it. i dun tink she ll do much to me. :/ sec threes are really rebellious.

liudi pls grow a beard! (: i wna c!

Thursday, August 17, 2006

got back bio paper. i totally suck. 27.5/40. the worse thing is i studied so hard. and i was so careless. ): and today suck. just suck. b4 i went for jap, some jc guy came and talk to me. we took the same train. then i alighted at bishan. :/ i dont like talking to strangers. but he was friendly. i cant even rmb my name. apparently he saw my nametag and knew my name. blahs. jap was fine. there's only like 4 more lessons to go. which rocks. life is getting boring. haven done anything rebellious for quite long. i better start entertaining myself.

i dont want to be the reason why

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

JIAYIN IS A SUCKER! gosh. today the thumb receive some national day award. long term service. -.- of course she got it. she's so 1980s... and i was asking jiayin if we shd congratulate her.. to suck up la duh.... then jiayin told her congrats.! gosh. then jiayin just kept sucking up to her. and well... i saw some improvement in her treatment to jiayin. great. i shall suck up too. and today suck. i wrote too slowly for chi paper. sure score lousy-ly. today just sucked. i couldnt pay attention. i couldnt understand a single shit about functions. - sucks. cant believe he taught in cat high pri b4. eng somemore. how fantastic. -.- two more days to weekends. (:

got no where to run

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

headache. i feel like vomitting. blahs. just came bck frm dentist. looks like my teeth is alright. no need to pluck out any. appointment the week after the nxt. to put some separater shit. putting braces during hols. about 18 monts? haiz... i hope can faster take out. lucky no need pluck out teeth! (: and today was great. had bio and ss test. i feel tht test is merely how much u can memorise and how fast u can rite. i doesnt matter if u suck at the subject. im so tired. i hate ppl who cut queues. s#g^h@!!. freak la. ok, it's tues. i just have to survive wed, thrus and fri. tht'll be easy. :D THERE'S CHI TEST TMR. THERE'S ALWAYS CHI TEST ON WED. EVERY WED. thumb weas the same old rag everyday. and i wasnt paying attention in class during clemzxz period. then he called me adn dunno say wad. then he said:' sry i have to talk to sweet to you. i have to catch your attention.' hah. freak. ppl who sweet talk have no effect on me. i prefer it the other way round. anw, i only care about his choco. im not infactuated wif him. :/ !!!!!

take the plunge

Monday, August 14, 2006

i got 30/50 for my chi test. pretty lousy. 34.5 for chi compo. 27/45 for emaths. rather depressing but today i didnt feel the mood to get all screwed up. i hate lizards' shit. they suck.

my mum's hp spoil. she bought i new one. K 608i or something. can take video. and she gave it to me. i guess tht's great. im feeling emotionless. :/ im freaking out. im trying to upload my balsam plant's pic into the com. and studying my bio. and doing eng project. and freaking out.

what do you do when it all falls apart?

Sunday, August 13, 2006

Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling highI don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your armsHere tonight
Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven, feeling highI don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time..
No promisesI don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No PromisesBaby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love
No promisesI don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight.

i found it a nice song. (: im in a mad rush for time. im trying to memories the entire chapters 6 and 8 for bio. i cant stand it! i feel so busy! and there's social studies and bio test on tues! and mon still have to stay bck for the chi extra lesson. and then tues oso have to stay bck for the dairy farm adventure centre wadever camp briefing. still have to pay 120 for it. sucker. shd have went for obs instead. BLAHS! and i cant wait for tues to be over. then i ll be so free. some ppl are just too hardworking for words. and i cant wait to try out the one week of afternoon session during oct. so cool. can slp late and wake up late. i wonder wad will be the time to report to sch. i hate mondays too donkay! esp the fact tht there's chi chi and more chi.

oh asshole. my this term ppr is going to be the worst in this 3 yrs in st nicks. i failed many subjects. i tink i didnt fail much subjects b4? only maths. T_T gosh. now i fail chem. hist. etc. die die. my this term ppr maybe 50 percent only. i suck! im trying very hard to study for bio. :/ this aint getting anywhere... in wisdom about 19 of us are going for the camp thingy. cool. wonder wad the tr will teach. tht time obs only got 10 or 11. great. and im not bringing food tmr leh.. cos i dunno whether tmr is potato chip day or fruits day. i have been junking alot lately. wahlao! i realise tht liudi always affect me wif her mood can. wth. and she just asked me a totally gross qns!!! it's too embarrassing to even blog about it here. or she and nattiong will kill me. i love bio! but i hate test. why didnt qing shi wang burn all the bks?! freak la he. and im kinda dreading to go sch tmr. cos i have to face a rotting orchid beside me. sucks. shouldnt hazel as the notice board chair do something to remove it! it's totally depressing. and im not sure if i ll find some lizard shit tmr at the walls. :/:/:/ sch rocks. i have to brainwash myself. sch rocks. sch rocks.

i dont want to be a murderer

Friday, August 11, 2006

BY THE WAY JIAYIN HAD A DREAM CALLED PUT IT IN THE WALLET THT MAKE HER ALMOST LATE FOR SCH. AND NATTIONG'S HAIR LOOK LIKE A SCISSORS WENT MAD. ADN OLIVIA'S NEW SPECS LOOK LIKE ERM, I DUNNO. WHITE? AND LIUDI HAS A MOLE ON HER NOSE. ADN SIOW YU LOVES HER SEXAYE?!

it's a great feeling. to have no sch tmr. like go sch one day only XD. yay. and today guides was damn slack for the sec threes, cos all of us had nothing to do anw. anw, the day started off fine until something went bonkers.

brought potato chips to sch today. haha, then first period was history. then i didnt wan to make mrs lily tan sad but the potato chip was just under my table adn calling out to me: EAT ME NOW OR I'LL GET ALL EATEN UP BY JIAYIN. so i ate it lor. then wth. halfway, jiayin offfered me a sweet then i was attempting to get a potato chip rather ridiculousy frm under the table. adn she just had to offer it to me at the moment. oh well, the greedy side of me told me to check it out. the nxt thing thing tht happened was the potato chips fell and my reflexes were too slow, so >6 drop on the floor. the jiayin as like pxxxxxxx. then i had to scope all of them up. the HIGHLIGHT was tht jiayin ate the sweet. thks alot!

then jiayin suggessted tht we call ourselves the lousy drummers. i tink drummers are cool. i like them alot. or shall i say most of them? im sure some losers also play the drums but MOST are cool ok. then haha, we tried hitting the tables like they were drums but well... they were so not like drums can? then mr clemzxz lesson. eww. jiayin tinks i crush him. he's like 30 plus? i nvr like men. so puhleeze clemzxz is so not my type. i go for brains and looks and whether the person plays drums or not. so mr clemzxz fits none of the criteria so he doesnt even exist in my list. haha. (:

then after recess during mr wong's period, ms low took over. then somehow jiayin got a good service form frm amanda then the deadline was today. so liuid, jiayin me all took part. apparently u have to write dwn 3 tr's name then they will go and ask the tr if u r good or not. sucks. then somehow me and jaiyin found ourselves in teh leadership camp thing. haha, tink liudi was kinda depressed. then it was kinda crazy cos apparently nattiong oso in. shall comment on her hair cut later. and during guides, somehow liudi got in too due to some crazy and reckless actions. anw, liudi bought a bread without her wallet. haha! and i bougth a cookie. during -?oopsie. and we were thinking of excuses. haha. crazy la. then i dared liudi to press the fire alarm bell. instead of telling me tht it's wrong, she say need to fine 5oo bucks. XD does tht mean no fine u ll do it?

GOSH. I JUST DISCOVERED ALOT OF NEW THINGS ABOUT YL. gosh. gosh gosh?

what if it's too late?

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

watched part of the ndp parade on tv just now. they didnt even filmed more then 10 sec for the guides!?! wahlao. but even if they did i wouldnt be able to spot anyone. of course it was boring as usual. but i was nice enuf to watch it. cos i was eating dinner and apparently there wasnt any nice shows on so i had to watch the parade lor. deyi band is rather impressive. the marching was very neat. got one part i tink something screwed up cos i couldnt hear any sounds. oh hell. anw, this short holiday is ending. and i have been studyng bio for the past few days! blahs. i forgot to bring my maths tb home! then i cant do my EM34. hell. pass up on fri one leh. shit la. now i ll be owing hw again. :/ wahlao. my brother s at some bdae party. and im stuck at home! so funny. same bdae as singapore. ok, i wanna go study my bio alr!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

SOMEONE CLUE ME IN

Monday, August 07, 2006

today i went mad. im very sure. will say more later. and mr clemzxz called me again! wtf! he called me some other name somemore, but i knew he was referring to me. but i didnt undertsand a single shit he was crapping! wahlao. i was still examining the qns tht he was goin thru before tht cos me and jiayin was doin some crazy stuff! XD we r both siao. sitting wif an equally crazy person is double crazy. gosh! anw, mr clemzxz called me to ans some dumbo qns and ada sort of helped me cos i totally didnt noe wad the freaking shit he was talking about. i hate the bearing! ): and me and jiayin sent a note to liudi saying: mah name is josh. i like making frends with animals. haha. jiayin worte it wif her left hand! and we found out tht liudi couldnt read it. XD

anw, the thumb is so damn lame! seriously, she throws dice to pick who she wanna call. wth la. so kiddy. ok, the dice is like only a minor part of her lameness. blahs! u noe she ask us read the vocab words rite, then she throw her kiddy dice then ask us to stand up and read the dumb words. then she say when someone read wrongly we must go: teh. as in like the buzzer sound la. to mean tht the person is like out. wtf.. how lame can she get. but somehow i still participate in her kukuness game. oh well.. she's putting in some effort so cant really blame her. and she s so old alr. so haha, it s not really surprising tht she will come up wif this kinda lamo ideas.

and mr choo is a rocking tr. really. the class nxt door was clapping loudy. so mr choo decided to do the 11 claps. then after tht we all shouted wisdom! (: total madness. somehow i think he is to be blamed for my madness after sch. along wif the main culprit jiayin of course. and we sang happy bithday to singapore after tht. duh. it was his idea too. haha. mad tr i tell u. but i always look forward to his teaching! XD we get alot of breaks one. and he's very flexible wif the deadlines. yay! mr choo rocks! and he teach VERY GOOD!

ok, after sch i was still perfectly normal UNTIL jiayin decided to go to the library. then i rmbed tht the last time i went library i had to pay 40 cents fine for my bloody overdue book. asshole. nxt time i wouldnt borrow bk alr la. haha, anw then we were leaving the library. then kuku jiayin said: i dare u to turn the sign to closed. she had this really crazy look in her eyes. well, it was gonna be fun and harmless so i did it. gosh. XD when i turned the sign. it went like clank. it was rather loud. but i acted all normal and jiayin looked like she was gonna have a fit. then we went canteen. then haha, jiayin bought some grass jelly then i bought ching teng. long story short. i ask her throw her glass into another stall's dustbin but she didnt dare, so she put it inside some other bin. then she dare me throw my bowl inside the dustbin. -.-" and i did it cos it wasnt the first time. and she was like peixuan..... wahlao, she tell me dun throw at last min. but i alr let go, so it went in?! met olivia then told her the mad encounter. went class and told liudi. jiayin poured her honey starts all over liudi s hands. it looked like a bowl. anw i tink liudi asked for milk to go along wif it. wahlao ehh! and jiayin ask me to stop wahlao-ing cos she has learnt it frm me and it s not a good thing. and she ask me to stop harrasing her wif my mr bean look. since when did i have one?! blahs.

im so not in a studying mood. and jiayin officially say tht im a nerd. hooray! she even shook hands wif me. told ya we were mad. cos i handed in my EM33 and my chem graded assignment and spa file. XD felt damn proud of myself. i love bio. seriuosly. ms lim rocks. i totally love bio! (: but i love history oso! and i went to class this morn and i saw this rotting ostrich, shit, i meant orchid on the wall beside me and wahlao, another lizard shit. wtf! i hate lizards. keep on anyhow shitting. asshole la. then i covered it wif my post it and wrote: LIZARDS SUCKS. they seriously do. tht time they shit on my chi tb. wth. lucky is chi. heng arh.

tmr is like ndp celebration. sch ending at 10. i tink there shouldnt even be sch. wahlao. have to reach sch tmr morn at 6.45. zzzzzzzz. want me die arh. oh well. i dun wanna change out of guide uni can?! must wear red and white. will be wearing fam tee. wif some white bottom. im gonna change into pe shorts after tht. i dun wanna look like a flag!?! :X and today after sch the rehearsal mades my arms a little sour. :/ blahs. and have to pump 120! haven pump yet. i sooooo looking forward to it mans. and jiayin went hysterical! when seh was commanding. she was screaming and shrieking. wth. anw, was glad it didnt end v late. i cant wait for tmr to be over. im so tired. i need my slp. alot.

stop all the world now

Sunday, August 06, 2006

I LOVE MI LU BING!

im so very glad tht they won! and they looked totally charming yst! and i tink i fell in love with the dummy, oops, meant drummer. i tink all drummers very cool. gosh. i love musically inclined ppl. i tink they all very cool. lucify yst was looking all punk and goth and my mum said they looked like ghosts then i love the shark fin or wadeverhair. nice nice. the tv showed renfred supporting soul. however i did not find soul very good cos they did not play any musical instruments which was blahs....then mu li bing rocks! XD and lucify was kinda noisy but i'd prefer they get into the final round wif mi lu bing. oh well. soul's good at dancing. and J3. they were kinda pathetic. until the xiao wei part when all of the judges voted for them. loved the results and mi lu bing! (: yay! tmr is lie mon. normally i ll be feeling dwn but it's like only one day before like slacking days. but im gonna mug. cos nxt week got bio test and ss. i have to do well for ss otherwise my this term ppr for humans will be low. i only got 5/12 for teh hist graded assignment. and so did alot of ppl so it's kinda depressing. but i tot i ll only get 2 or 3 so well.. im kinda glad oso. and bio requires alot of mugging. i ll have to cram alot during the national day and holiday after tth. and ss.. well.. only one chap. shd be fine. i have to read the other notes oso. aiyah. shit. my file is in sch. damn it. let me list dwn my plans for later.

3.30-4.30 : study ss (read at least half the chapter)
4.30-5.30 : go online to slack
5.30-6.30 : dinner
6.30-7 : pack tmr's stuff and read newspaper
7-8 : read ss tb (finish the chap)
8-9 : read bio tb ( nutrition, at least half of the chap)
9-10 : read ss notes
10-10.30 : finish up wadever shit (maybe read bio)
10.30 onwards : shall slp early tonight. im having headache now. :/

i get a little bit, she gets a lot more

Saturday, August 05, 2006

i just want to brush up on what happened this week.

mon- was it the day clemzxz called me? blahs.
tues- badminton was rocking and nattiong held the racket with both hands when i was playing iwf ehr as if she was holding on to her tennis racket
wed- it makes me wonder if there was even sch cos i cant rmb wad happened. karate (:
thurs- was rather great. realised tht there's very little jap lessons left.
fri-march.march.march. ):

i think im highly unaccomplished in guides. i mean like ppl same lvl as me r alr getting like silver award and im not even getting bronze. i shall do my dunno wad crap health diseases shit and knowing yourself bk. i cant understadn why the knowing yourselfthingy is neccessary. -.-

i have been dying inside you see

Friday, August 04, 2006

FRIDAY (:

totally rocks. no clemzxz. tht's like a total highlight! maths drives me nuts! and choo is the most AWESOME tr i have met. seriously. he is damn entertaining. today gudies is like complete marching! wahlao ehh... i felt damn dirty after marching. oh hells. choo is nice. he drives a red car. tht totally suits him. seriously. who drives a bloody red car? only he can drive one and yet maintain his cool image. n on national day eve we have to wear liek red and white. then he was like saying tht white is not good for girls cos maybe have tht thing then haha... i cant believe it. he is a guy. and he acted all casual about it.

and im so excited about nxt week. so slack! XD yay! and haha, ms lai told me tht i was to host the national day NE part with some other ppl cos im ss rep then i dunno how kana picked. but guides have to march so yea. but if host the pri sch one then i want. haha, kids so kawaii. but if they keep screaming then ask them go die. and woahs! liudi arhhh... when jiayin(commander) pulled liudi's arm to check if it's locked. tehn she pull then she swung around and said: what the fuck. yay! liudi, im so proud of you! im hungry. but i just ate. :/

im glad nxt week got hols. (: im really feeling hungry. i cant help being a gemini u noe jiayin. haha, oh well, i better go eat some fruits. and i promise to do all my hw dilligently! :D and haha. nvm. byes!

it appears harmless, but kills

Thursday, August 03, 2006

today was great. cos there wasnt clemzxz. he's away on sports trip. dun get em wrong. he's not running etc. he juz accompaning the sports girls. haha. apparently he cant do sports. the day he does is teh day when nattiong represents singapore in olympics. oh shity. i forgot. nattiong= mr clemzxz. both play tennis. BLAHS. haha. tennis is oso played by such losers! ok. juz jk. clemzxz sux. period. lucky today dun have his lesson so today rock. then had 4 periods of bio. andme and jiayin decided to be nerds! the geeks in the blue.

BIO ROCKS! and today siow yu's unglam scandal was exposed. OMG! it was so embarrassing! i felt so malu for her. gosh. her hands so cold. oh well, wadever. later she really get married with him... blahs!

hmms! i love karate. im gonna have it on tues and wed nxt week. though it's like national day?! haha. but the passion for it is so strong. haha, oh wells, then tmr is fri alr. (: yay! i love fri! and today was so slack. the most brain tiring one was hcl lesson. it spells boring. and liudi says she wears curtains? wahlao.... so nice for wad. i tink she wears decayed sheep skin. i cant find a more suitable word. then haha, i influenced jiayin to read hist during her lesson!

anw, i love badminton. it rocks like pebbles. and blahs! me and jiayin went kuku. there was like lizard shit on the wall. and it makes my hair stands then we decided to paste a post it nearby it and it says: *BEWARE* lizards do not shit. if caught, fine $10000 or do corrective work order( eat your own shit). gosh. i tink i was insane when i wrote it?! and the judges were walking around to judge the national day deco. then we just paste it on the wall! jiayin makes me mad. and liudi is like so in the corner and front. gosh! and WANGLING is like so totally entertanining?

im really tired now. i have decided to be more organised and i will list dwn the hw i have everyday. oh yea did i mention tht there is no jap on the 8,10, 24, 29 and 31 of aug?isnt it awesome? like duh. XD ok, im tired now. maybe i shd go continue wif my EM33. tht was due on wed. i ll try to hand in by tmr cos i dun wanna let nattiong dwn(as if).

EM33
SOCIAL STUDIES WORKBK
BIOLOGY SECTION B

im lazy and tired to continue. those are the more pressing homework. and liudi. woahs? wad an interesting post?! haha. i ll hunt u dwn. at ur hse. and today the drinks/druit/ice cream stall got a new addition. i tired the strawberry smoothie and jiayin tried the banana one. mine rocks. nice! and olivia bought a banana. and she couldnt peel it and the BLOODY GROSS UNCLE used his fingernail to poke a hole then pluck the skin. ewws. jiayin said he used tht to dig some unknow substances in his teeth. BLAHS. i shall share my many gross encounters wif him on sat. today no time. i wanna shit and slp. byes! (:

im not so naive

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

yst's chem was like a killer for me. i didnt even noe how to rite the eqn so i couldnt do the qns! gosh! freak la. i sure fail one. even though there was quite little qns and i tink if i studied hard enuf, i would have at least scrape a pass. now im destined to get an F. :( my ppr for this term is gonna suck like a vacuum cleaner. SHIT LA.

then today's maths i tink i may get a border line pass. or worse.. a fail. i didnt have time to finish the paper at all. wahlao. i didnt do like 15 marks! wahlao! ahh. then the hcl was easy. but i tink i may fail anyway. i wrote like one line for a 3 marks qns. for a 2 marks one i wrote 6 lines. T.T die la. die la. my summary sux. i tink i nvr got even two digits for summary b4 can? i suck! oh hell. i desperately need tuition! gosh. i need help for maths, chem, hcl, eng, elit! esp maths. gawd. i suck like shit la.

and today they changed our seats. im sitting wif jiayin now. which is not bad. but i miss liudi's funny nature. blahs. i can talk to liudi bout stupid things then she will reply one. eg. i asked her yst, wad if mr clemzxz suddenly stop talking then bang his head against the projector? instead of telling me tht im lame and i shd pay attention, she look at clemzxz and started to visualised. HAHA. then we both laugh. then liudi is constanly asking me if her fats are fats. then i ll tell her to stop deceiving herself. XD and mr depression! haha. and i ll ask liudi alot of lamo qns. eg: would u rather eat an ice cube of oil or a cube of fats. then she ll tink and ans me. i dun tink jiayin will be able to stand all this. i tried asking her tehn she said none. no fun one! but luckily. jiayin is so scandalous tht she will be able to entertain me in her way. (: haha. i miss siow yu turning around to borrow my puncher and tissue. and i miss nattiong and her turning around and her singing of songs. and her crap about tennis. i miss jiayin behind me so i can listen in her and hui pei's convo. i miss LIUDI! and her fats! gosh. and her bio knowledge. ahh! now belinda's in front of me. together with wangling. both prefects. then aiyah. im bck where i sat in term one.

I WANT MY NERDY SELF BCK. RETURN IT TO ME PLS?

im getting more and mroe rebellious. i have been accumulating my hw. alot. and i haven been filing my stuff dutifully. and clemzxz called me again yst. to ask me if im ok. i was like enjoying telling liudi tht chem test is gonna start soon and she shd foregt about maths and tink about chem. then he juz called. wahpianzx! caught me totally off guard. he is such a smiley, oopsie, i mean slimey and sneaky fellow. FREAKY!!!

im looking forward to sitting wif the scandalous jiayin. haha. so scandalous. okaes. let me list dwn the hw i gotta complete. but tonitght i have karate! and the japan master person is gonna come. oh my bloody shit la. he sure say i suck like a dunno wad. wad else other than vacuum cleaner suck? oh i know. i know got one fish suck all the shit one. nvm. i dun want to be in the same ranking as a shit sucking fish. i ll rather be compared to a vacuum cleaner. i hope i passed my karate grading. they cant be so shit and fail me one right? i dun wanna retain. i need to hurry get my green belt. green is such a nice colour. esp lime green! (: haha. after green, brown then black. i wouldnt ever be able to get it one. cos black belt need to attend a week camp. sure damn tiring one. or train for 9 months! wahlao.l i sure collapse before tht. LOL. time to list dwn wad shity hw i have.

SOCIAL STUDIES NEWSPAPER( CUT AND PASTE)
SOCIAL STUDIES WORKBOOK
JOY LUCK CLUB NOTES
ERMS.. STILL GOT WHAT. OH YEA, EMATHS 33!

blahs, tht's all i guess. im so lazy. byes!

this wait for destiny wouldnt do