do you know that whenever you’re near,

Monday, July 31, 2006

TODAY IS MY MUM'S BDAE! XD
TODAY HAD BIO SPA!
TODAY WAS SUCKY CLEMZXZ BDAE. BLAHS.

tmr is the chem mole concept thingy test. i still dun completely understand. too many formulas.
oh mans. how how how. i just took a 20 mins nap. didnt feel like waking up anymore. haha. blahs. today class sang clemzxz bdae song. i joined in and jiayin imporvised the lyrics?!

HAPPY BDAE MUMMY! I LOVE MY MUM! NOW MY HSE HAVE ALOT OF FOOD. COS MY DAD BOUGHT A BENGAWAN SOLO CHOCO CAKE. AND WE OSO HAVE A BREAD TALK CAKE. WHICH IS AN UGLY SHADE OF GREEN. hell. my dad bought durians. and rambutan. ok, i shall be guai and mug chem now! (: byes...........

realising is believing

Sunday, July 30, 2006

oh mans. im having the urge to vomit yet again! blahs. i totally forgot today was the karate grading! until las nite at 11 plus my mum ask me the alarm clock is set to wd time. then i told her u siao ah, tmr oso not sch. then she say u dun wanna go 4 karate alr meh. THEN i realised. wth. yst the acs br campfire was a huge disappointment. the worst part was tht me and jolyn didnt noe how to go home. frm the bus stop we didnt noe how to get to the newton mrt. then we ask quite alot of ppl. then wth... we ended up at little india. frm newton to little india!?! wth. initially i only got 2 stops then in the end got like still need to change train. wahlao

then today. karate grading was so unrough. i didnt even need to wear my guards. then i fought with two yellow belts and one yellow green. the yellow green was last yr tournament champ she was lousier than one of the yellow belts. got one of the yellow belt was initially blue. then she had a double promotion. then skip one rank. she's good. but i detect some biasness. cos my frne fought wif her in tournament last yr. then they let this yr won. though my fren was like two ranks higher than her. cos the main judge was her sensei. my fren is good. really. i fight with her is like lose one. cos she darn strong. but the girl tht fought wif me today. she not good la. i blocked her every attack. then the winner. she was like STANDARD. her attacks no improvisions one. so bo chap. right, then left then right kick. i fight wif her a few sec, then noe alr lor. then he will do right left right left punches. standard. no fun one.

acs br is BLAHS. refreshments so little. last yr was so rocking. then the mcs oso not so entertaining. i tink the sec4s in their sch are teh best. cso got daniel the magician, then still got otehrs. dunno wad name. but got one funny guy went like im weaving. im weaving. so funny la! then haha, the first item was breakdance by acsi. was nice. black guy looked shuai. got one nerdy looking guy. red. specs. but he dance is like wtf. the best. then i saw a brown guy's underwear. white. they keep doing funky moves tht wear damn cool. but none of them split. then got one fox scouts, they played drums. but not tht kinda cool drums. is like dragon dance tht kidna drums. then st nicks won nothing. no best support nor best item. lucky i nvr dance. otherwise waste time practice.

i just suddenly lost the urge to blog. bye. i left my pencil box in bio lab. so i dun have a pencil box. i love my pencil box. and im so tired and screwed up. sch is like a terror reign. tmr is bio spa. this week got emaths, chem and surely got chi one. thumb sucks. got test tht day then tell us. lucky is chi. tell me one yr/month/week/day earlier i oso wouldnt study one. clemzxz. :/ pity tht chem test cant be postponed. the hod is so unflexible. and i want my green tip. NOW.

drop your act and cut the crap

Friday, July 28, 2006

TODAY IS FRIDAY! (X

moreover there wasnt guides today! so it's rather great. BUT! there's guides tmr. whole day. frm morn 8 to afternoon 2. then im going home then meet at newton to go acs br campfire. and today had hist test. blahs! qns was: how did the 1911 revolution came about. wahlao, they nvr change their qns again!?! then everything was ok.

im kinda scared bout the cooks badge thingy tmr. then i haev to make sandwich, drink, tea, main course, campbell soup etc. in like 2 hrs?! wah and im such a lousy cook. and wth.. my neighbour just told me tht her daughter got molested in the lift. then she tell me sling my bag to the front when i go home. haha, if i meet a molester... which is damn unlikely, i ll just pratice my own invented moves on him. before i try it on sun for karate. for sabagi. first, i ll puch the face, then right kick his supporting left foot, then high kick his head, then finally do a back thrust to his chest. but i tink the lift is so small. so i cant do all all this. i ll just have to make do with some punches i guess. i noe this sounds crazy but i really wanna fight him. i cant fight with anyone?! cos my bro is like... he dun fight with me anymore.. i hope he dun have knife. cos i dun learn aikido nor do i noe how to deal wif weapons yet. if he got knife i tink i ll just.. press the alarm bell XD then when he get caught by surprise then i attack.

wah, i can finally get my slp alr. but i still have to go ntuc buy the ingredients later. and clemzxz called me again today! wtf! i was like wahlao ehh. he was gonna call someone at the other end of the class then he said: no i tink i better call someone frm the other side of the class. then he look at MY row. i was still very relax. tinking tht he wouldnt call me since he did for the past days in the week. then wahlao, he called me. then it's like the rise over run thingy again. i learnt frm yst and ansed correctly without help of the two maths reps. noe why? cos i brought my maths ws! yay!

im looking forward of softball nxt week! it's such a fun sport! haha, anw, i gotta eat dinner soon cos i have to hurry prepare for guides. haha, anw.. today passed by fast and it's a fantastic friday! (: let me list dwn what i have to do. so i can get more organised.

BUY INGREDIENTS
PACK TMR'S BAG
WAIT FOR ADELINE TO CALL ME
STUDY FOR BIO SPA
STUDY FOR EMATHS TEST
STUDY MOLE CONCEPT FOR CHEM TEST TMR

IF I HAVEN DIE YET..

READ BIO TEN YR SERIES
i cant tink of any other way to torture myself right now. but it's apparent tht my life revolves only round sch work adn guides. i dun even have a life any more!

ok, im feeling hungry now. i want hello panda now. i hope i dun screw up tmr's cooking and i VERY VEYR VERY dun hope to c clemzxz in ntuc. he s always around there one. T.T ok la, im not so busy anymore. but just wait till sun. you'll realised tht i haven done a single hw yet. wanna bet?

run tht extra mile

Thursday, July 27, 2006

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

im very tired. and there's hist test tmr and im only 1/3 done. now researching on some national day qns. :/ then im damn tired. my eyes closing anytime. zzz. sunday is karate grading! (: I LOVE KARATE! it's so fun can. and sat got guides and acs br campfire. i like their refreshments XD haha, oh well, it's like the best campfire organiser sch la.

TELL ME SINGAPORE GOT WHAT RECENT DEVELOPEMENTS CAN?!

blahs. and clemzxz called me today again?! three days in a row cant be good. i dun lik eit one bit. freako. and i couldnt ignore him cos he ask the qns i can sit dwn and ans one. then he dunno ask what qns then i dun have to paper. but i noe i rise over run then i told him rise over run. then he say so wads the rise over run. zzz.. i oso dunno. then nattiong and siowyu help, howveer clemzxzx jus have to be a pain in the ass by telling nattiong to turn back. loser. but i survive the end of his torture. wahlao eh. asshole la.

and this bimbo cut my queue after sch at drinks stall. fuck her. she's the top of my assassination list. of course accompanied by clemzxz and ms s. i hate ppl who cut queue. if i wasnt so tired i would have punch her. but i tired until i cant even open my mouth to tell her to fuck off. to hell. damn her. today jap was great. i revised during break and i find tht the class is a great bunch of ppl. MOST. haha! i love my choco pillows.

nattiong says im fair? ok, maybe compared to her. im going swimming soon. and yst karate was.. what can i say?

im so tired now. and im asking liudi for help for the ss. hell.

i dont really care

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i hate clemzxz. wth la, i hate ppl calling me to go to the board to ans some shit. wahlao! he called me twice in two days :/ i dun like maths! BLAHS! and wahlao, he say hnin's handwriting's nice. fcuk him la. im gonna ignore him totally for one week. i tell u if he ask me to go ans any qns, im gonna stat eating in front of him and not go and ans. i ll love to c his reaction. (: CLEMZXZ SUCKS.

AND I FAILED MY HISTORY GRADED ASSIGNMENT!
im very sure i fail. though i put in so much effort. mrs tan said im explaining how and not why or something like tht. my combined humans this term sure very low one. :/

im feeling so sad now. im feeling so sad now. there's lit test tmr and hist the day after tmr. i rather mrs tan nvr tell me what i did wrong. when she told me i was like okok lor. but i dun feel ok. how can i do well for fri? i've alr lost my confidence. and it's bound to affect my performance tmr as well. moreover, i have ran out of sch foolscap. and one of my blue pen is running out of ink. oh. later still got karate. and im not even half way thru lit. what can i do.

ok, i have decided to list dwn the things i have to do so i ll lead an easier and less complicated life.

GO FOR KARATE
READ FINISH THE CHAPS TESTED BEFORE GOING FOR KARATE
READ CHEM NOTES AT KARATE
AT NIGHT, REASEARCH ON NATIONAL DAY QNS AND GIVE TO SARA TMR
READ ONLINE JLC NOTES
READ MY OWN NOTES IF I HAVEN DIE YET
GO AND SLP

great, now tht i had plan my day/nite, i feel much better. appparently i still have alot of good things to look forward to. like the softball matches yst tht were damn rocking and i got bck my ss paper which was not bad. (: and i have great family and frens. my life rock!

why did i let myself believe?

Monday, July 24, 2006

currently listening to some high sch musical sound tracks. sounds not bad la. guy and girl combine sing one. blahs. and mr choo is bck! xD wah. i feel very happy. he's the BEST BEST BEST tr around can. and after he come bck he say anything i oso undertstand. he rocks! (:

and mr clemzxz today so irritating. siowyu says he got a new shirt. -.-" i dun even noe how she noes. all his shirt looks the same to me. striped. and tight. haha, oh well. today he said: " peixuan are u ok? cos you look very blur" when he was teaching. i was like wtf.. he damn confusing. i alr understood what he was explaining alr. then he make one mistake, not tht i care, cos i alr noe how to do alr. then wth.. i just stare at thr board. and blank out. zzz. then i noe he was looking at me. though i nvr c la. but is like those kind u can tell one. then i wasnt surprised when he ask me tht dumb qns. -.-" nothing better to do. he explain one trigo qns for 35 mins. so time consuming. and he didnt even noe how to do one. but considering the fact tht he gave the class choco and sweets so often last time. i shall forgive him.

and my karate belt grading is nxt sun i tink. i only have one more lessons before grading. wth. i dun even noe the application. i noe the moves only. kata the best. memorise can alr. and somemore this week is bloody week. so gahh! anw karate rocks. i dunno what i ll do after i quit. which will be like after sec4 i guess. haha. i feel like taking up fencing. such a cool sport. however, it's a type of martial arts. and i dun tink it can be applied in real life. not like we live in england those kind wear feather hats etc, carry swords tht kinda age. i wanna take up a sport. tennis is too natalie tiong and olivia low. their life only tennis, tennis and more tennis. wth... so i shall not take tennis. tehn jiayin liudi nattiong and olivia wanna take up kayaking?! wth la. go sea. do dirty. so i will not take tht up oso. i feel like taking up swimming again. then go for silver. but but but.. i damn long nvr go swimming alr. all cos of outdoor cooking lor. make me go late, then i decided to quit. wahlao ehh. i shall tink about this issue later. get my blood boiling...

it's alr week 5! gosh la. so fast? and today i cleared up like half of the junk on my table. liudi's so lucky. she can not go for coh anymore! LUCKY CAN. tmr have third lang. sucker. gwee gets on my nerves. say we wasted her time today. like wtf hello? i had the urge to pratice my karate moves on her. the last killing move. wahlao eh. like she nvr waste my time? i got like so many tests this week and nxt week?! lit. hist. chi. chem. maths. and more. bio spa. etc etc. gosh. and chem spa too?! tink alr i wanna die.

i want my life to be everyday-can-go-back-at-2 one. i miss tht kinda life. then tmr still got coh. :/ wed. wed will be the day. but dismiss at 2.15. it doesnt matter. i will zoom out of class even faster than anyone else. must go mug. cos elit's gonna be hard. and hist. got notes. i haven swallow yet. shouldnt be hard. im guessing it' ll be on ccp and kmt. ok, i just wasted half an hr on this shit.

im only left with what's used to be

Saturday, July 22, 2006

i love the pop comm. seriously. everyone there rocks. the crazy things the npcc and st johns do just makes me feel like a mad person. haha, olivia, shu ying, lynette, natalie or is it valerie :/, charlotte, louiza, junn and liudi. i love them, seriously. normally i dont love any comm one cos it's so dumb to. then the pop comm is really something different. it's a place where u want to be. i want to have pop comm as my second cca. lol. they really very nice. and im getting liudi's disease. she has a heart made of stone. no matter what oso dun cry one. then pop was like formal farewell for sec4s. then she didnt cried but most of the coh did. i didnt too. so i suspect it's liudi's disease. oh haha, the pop comm oso cried. and we didnt. when the pop comm gathers, then me and liudi are eating. :/ felt ratehr bad, but we paid 7 dollars for the dinner! dont eat is liek being a moron can. and i really love everyone in pop comm. they are a real funny bunch of ppl . ((: im really sorry tht it has to be over cos the pop comm rocked.

farewell. the guides form a circle. oh well then sing songs lor. rachel beside me was crying like dunno what. then i patted her waist?! cos we like forming some chain thingy then i could pat her bck cos so squeezy. then tht's all.

i really cant stand the chem tr. not mr choo but the girl one. she's so... un teacher material. she uses the transparency. wahlao, seriously.. wasnt tht banned like 10 yrs ago? it's so outdated. if her handwriting nice then still ok, but the fact is tht it's evne worse than my pri sch handwriting! so it's really irritating. i always dread her class cos her class is like this. we greet her. she talk abit. flash transparency. we copy. bye girls. it's so... BORING! i cant wait for mr choo to come bck on mon. his lessons are always the highlight of the day! xD actually my tr all very nice. mr wong, ms praba, mrs tan etc. seriously. even clemzxz. cos i noe clemzxz put in alot of effort one. as i wasnt in a studying mood, i started to inpect his daily clothes. the first day he wore a stripy shirt. the second day oso. then i tink it's suppossed to make him look less fat. i really appreciate the effort he puts in to make himself look presentable in class. the rest of the tr all very nice, yea. i feel bad . cso like mrs tan is really a nice tr. yet 3W let her down. i hate letting ppl down cso it maeks me feel terrible. mr wong lesson always interesting one. csop english no brain needed. haha, but i cant believe tht he teaches sec4 maths. then ms prba is just plain funny. ms low lessons. wells... i guess it's boring cos many dont like history/ ss this kinda stuff. but she's overall ok la. she can be nice sometimes. but i feel tht she get mood swings. the thumb? she puts in alot of effort. i really tink she loves 3W. abit. but i cant help it tht i dont like her subject. but i still pay attention. cos i dun wanna let anyone down. it hurts.

had pioneer today! one more badge attained! (: yay! estatic! then i misplaced my compass at macs. oh mans. so malu. after we hike finish. then i realised tht the compass gone. then i was like damn it. then we went back to macs. tehn the crew leader help us dig the dustbin. i felt like woa. so nice. wanted to noe her name, then let her get the best worker award whatever thingy. i love pop comm! see lynette just told me tht she loves me! haha. she said: i love u ma yi. which is rather erm. ahh. im an ant. how great. olivia gave me this name in sec1 and it has resurfaced. uh oh. oh wait, bck to compass. then while she digging dustbin, i was left speechless then i go ask the man sitting at where we sat and asked if he saw a compass. -.-" i bet he tink i siao. then he said no. then me and adeline went to go ask the scout and fren beside beside our table one. cos they were there before and after we left. then so malu. in the end it was found. they look under the table and bag to find and it was hilarious. seriously. wait, it's not under the table or anywhere near them, it was in the office. i tink it's complicating! nvm.

the week pass by in a rush again. and now sat's over. and i ll be rushing for time once again tmr. and liudi's being a poet! im in a sad mood now cos the song im listening to is so sad.

I LOVE POP COMM!

wahh. the ending is really a difficult beginning.

Saturday, July 15, 2006

the week zoomed past like no other again. im so sleepy. gahh. everyday after sch need to stay back. and i missed so many coh sessions due the third land and the hostess. feel guilty. :/

tuesday pe played softball. a very fun sport. i love it! anw, when the ball flies out of range, too high low etc, it's called a bad ball. then when it's a good ball and the person swinging the bat missed, it's called a strike. so it's balls one, strike one etc. then in class we had ss. then it was about some bully. which i found extremely irrelevant to ss. then siowyu said: " hey liudi. you noe when a bully comes to you, then he hits twice. strike one. strike two. then he hit bck at the ahem place. then u say balls one." haha. i found it sick but funny. trust her to tink so sick. i mean after all she crushes SEXAYE. who is out of bounds and immpossible.

and this week so busy. wif the farewell, o lvls etc. but this yr farewell is different. no one cried cos it wasnt sad at all. not like the past few yrs when many cried. maybe cos it wasnt sad at all. and for chinese ting xie somehow all the words i learnt suddenly forgot. then ahah, i exchange paper with siowyu in front of me and liudi copied dwn all the words tht we didnt noe and i help siowyu rite the words she wrote wrongly. pretty funny. and huipei and jiayin opened their book. ahh. pro la. they sit @ the back so easy lor. then the chinese oral.. damn. i killed my chances la. :/ hell... then still got wad... oh hosting. the australian guides are really cool. they have holidays ever so often. and they wee mostly 14, round there. but they were very mature. quite tall oso. and they performed a skit. some billabong thingy. puppets. use socks one. then we last min anyhow sing a song for them. and before tht, me jiayin and liudi went j8 to buy some food for them. wahlao. i bought like 9 currypuffs, 18 nonya kueh, three packets of muah chee. oh well, they lucky lor. my patrol is finally making patrol tee. wahlao... wait so long alr. h wells, im tired. yawns, and nattiong is totally obessed wif tennis. and im so tired. haha, olivia say she sleep at 9 then i tink i oso lor. yawns. my brother's at the stadium watching the ndp thingy. lucky no rai. i cant rmb wad happen when i watch the ndp thingy in p5. everything so blurred.

pull the trigger

Thursday, July 13, 2006

I SUCK!

seriously.. im gonna score badly for oral. :/ and fail jap. and i saw clemzxz at kiddy palace can.. wahlao. lucky hor? and tmr's farewell? too fast la.

gosh. i wanna slp. so tired. damn busy past few days.

what you want is what im after-

Monday, July 10, 2006

rahh! :( i hate those pop up advertisements! so irritating one. especially the one on casino! wth... got one dunno wad shit one pop up then i click the cross button then WTF! 5 more of the same pop up. at the same time... wahlao. damn irritating can. grr. then ok lor. today. we didnt have to endure any torture of maths today which totally rockks cos i hate maths and they destroy my day. then to top everything off. bio tr absent. yay! then we had two free periods. but we were suppossed to draw some atery vein and capillary. haha... tht one not time consuming one. very fast can draw finish alr. then i spend the time drawing a new graph for amaths. ahh! i drew wrong graph again. :( awws... i hate redrawing lahh. i mean my drawing alr so terrible. still expect me to draw somemore. :X oh well.. for the pop have to learn some love song. ahh! headache. so busy! guess wad. another advertisement. some match.com one. wahlao. siao la. i dun need this kind of shit. i tink i spend like 1/4 of my time crossing out those advertisements.

and ahha. had the mock chi oral today. was in class then the old girls went off wif meeting. then the form tr who is chi tr oso, went off, then came bck. i wwas sitting dwn there happily doing my maths, maybe copying, haha, then wahlao, the nxt thing is she say me and liudi gonna have our oral... i was like WHAT THE HECK?! so random. i was in a maths mood can! im seldom in a maths mood one. then she just have to break it. :/ then i had to go first. wahlao. i totally freak out. but i tink i read everything properly. no words wrong. but i tink i read too fast. cos i got 5/5 and 4/5 for it. it ink minus one mark for speed. ahh. then the convo. got 13/15 and 13/15. wahlao. was some tourism shity thing, then i rant on and on bout the casino. wahlao. i was typing all this junk peacefully then suddenly the headphones blastede with the sound of hello. wahlao. i tot was wad ghost thing, but guess wad? yepps, it's yet another advertisement. wth la... but im very glad bout the mock oral results. nit bad. highest in class was xin hui. then haha, me and liudi beat her. no offense. lol. then we ahd listening and i was blanking out. i didnt noe wad graded. well, no big deal. i cooperated wif jiayin. all ans the same shd be no prob.

world cup! so italy won! wells, i dun support any of the two teams but i ll prefer it if france won. cos italy beat germany and i quite like germany one. then france beat portugal who beat england. so yea, france win better lor. but i dun really care cos i only love england :D yay! oh wells.. the world cup has offically ended. this yr's world cup's pretty great. cos it started on 9 June which is like my bdae so it's rather nice. (:

and this week got alot of things on. i mean got chi o lvl s oral exam. too fast le bah. im still in a holiday mood! ahh! then oso got jap ca4. i did very badly for my previosu one. heck. im quiting soon. wait till sept comes. and wahlao. farewell on fri. and they say wanna watch movie as a coh after tht. till erms, 11?! wth. i wanan slp one can. then farewell ends at 7? blahs :X heck la. im more concern bout o lvls. gosh. time really flies. it feels like.. too fast. time is just slipping out of my hands! too fast! ahh!

i got tons of things to do! after qiu yu goes then i'll be left with my patrol. how oh how? im scared. wads gonna happen? oh my gosh. oh my gosh. i cant. oh my gosh. oh well, i better forget bout it.

and i have been having the constant urge to vomit. i dunno why. everytime after i do finish the 100 sit ups before i slp i feel like headache, wanna vomit. then now normal sch time oso will like tht. it's pretty sickening. oh mans. and adeline's on this EXTREME diet. i mean like hello? it's so extreme. she doesnt eat breakfast and recess.! i dun even noe if she eats lunch..compare me with her. for breakfast i ate ham cheese sandwich plus an extra piece of ham and horlicks. then adeline ate nothing. recess i ate chicken rice, one slice of pizza and some blackcurrant aloe vera juice. and adelien ate nothing. wahlao. i dunno how she survive... then i tink her diet is no food. no exercise. haha. i tink she better eat some frutis and exercise can? i bet she dun go jogging or do sit ups one. like tht lose weight so pointless! unhealthy.

and i have to reveal some intersting stuff tht i have discovered. do u noe tht i have four diff brands of shampoos and bathing foams. wahlao. so everyday i can use diff one. cos my mum say my dad very wasteful. then he show attitude. buy his own one. then i tell u he bought some gineva bathing foam. it's pink. wahlao. siao one. i hate it. reminds me of the pink medicine i used to eat when i c doc. for fever one. :/ ewws, so bitter and concentrated one. damn disgusting. then he oso have this yellow royal jelly one. some jap brand. then smell veyr nice. (: then shampoos his is some vs brand and some oraganic one. ahh. both i dun like. then my mum one is some green tea shampoo and lux super rich. bathing gel is erms.. follow me and and some royal jelly one. u noe why they both buy royal jelly? cos i like (: haha. then i use royal jelly and oh yea. my mum bought new shampoo oso. pantene. haha. i like it. smells nice.

ok, i tink i type alot of crap alr. ok, i have to go eat dinner. i dun starve myself. and im doing 100 sit ups every nite. haha. im increasing by 50 every week. but there's a limit one. maybe i do like a few hundred sit ups. then do push ups lor. cos aiyah. i dunno la. i no time jog. after im start jogging then i only do 50 sit ups alr. afer i buy my nike shoe. i haven seen one i like yet. aiyah, im rusy alr. so long nvr jog. and morning jog decrease to 2 rounds only? asshole la. 2 rounds like only warm up? wtf! haiz. all the more i shd go jog myself.

i want to walk those path again.

Saturday, July 08, 2006

I HATE MATHS! i seriously dun understand a single thing. ahh. i tink it sucks. and i didnt complete my amaths mid yr. so need to minus marks. wow. i tink i nvr hand up any single late work b4. my first time. :/ tht's kinda terrible. aiyah. the first qns i was stuck alr. how the hell can i complete the whole paper. and siow yu got her signature full marks for her amaths paper. when i got like 19/30... and she got 32. wahlao. how the hell is tht even humanly possible? just looking a tthe rest of the paper. i wanna faint alr. wth... i tink i only noe how to do part of one qns. isnt tht great?

and the subsitute chem tr teach anything i oso dun understand one. ahh, now my com lag. why oh why. it sucks. the chem tr just drone on and on. and i cant undertand a thing. ahh. shit la. i need holidays so i can revise. nxt week still got o level s oral. wahlao. olevels can. im so shit la. i nvr even go 4 mock one. how can i go for the real thing?

im so doomed. i have like so many things on nxt week. oh shit la.

;stuck in the shadow of my mistake___

Friday, July 07, 2006

I SAW SOMEONE TODAY AT J8.

the chem tr sucks. she talk n talk crap. i dun undertand anything.
i nvr finish my amaths mid yr. so minus marks.
i have chinese o levels nxt week
i have jap ca 4 nxt week
i ahev to entertain the australian guides nxt week
im very busy

SAVE ME FRM SCH :/

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

oh mans. i keep coughing though i have no phlegm! wahlao. i feel like my throat is like being..i dunno how to say... it juz like u wanna cough. no. is u have to cough cos if u wouldnt u will feel terrible. :X today started out terribly! i woke up then when brushing teeth i tot i smell blood. then i tot was tht thing but wasnt leh, then wth.. suddenly blood drip frm my nose. i have been nose bleeding alot recenlty. too much blood. maybe i shd go donate my blood at the nkf there. haha, but im damn scared of needles.

i have to finish my maths mid yr review cos deadline this fri. and it's graded. i better start asking for help. ahh! i did some of my overdue hw. then wth i realised tht the qns i did rite, was somewhat like the test one. then freak can. the test i dunno how to do then i revise alr do my hw then noe. tmr get bck papers. siow yu's juz gonna top the class as usual. i bet she have like 5 movie passes alr... and liudi say she get 0. haha, wahlao... i bet u all get very high. cos i mean i took like half of the whole test time to draw wgrong GRAPHS. it's really infuriating! grrs...

and olivia, i love the cooking game. haha! my food all chao da one. and u made profit of $2000? ans i make profit of negative more than 2000. haha! so funny. i have decided tht i have to do some cooking real soon. the ppl all say i too slow. ok, my score is 2190. my hands very. ok. i play somemore. so fun XD

I LOVE LOVE DUMMY! COS HE SOOOOOOOOOOOO KAWAII! HAHA

Monday, July 03, 2006

i feel extremely scandalous!

oh mans! i feel damn, loss of words! i made alot of new discoveries. haha. i cant believe myself! lol. it's so incredible! i have to somehow confirm wad i suspect. but haha, tht's gonna be real tough! oh mans. :/ im so scandalous! gawd...

I STILL HAVEN TOUCH MY MATHS!
my mid yr, my overdue homework. i guess this proves how much i hate maths. haiz... i wan my hols!

OH MY GAWD! I DISCOVEDRED AN EXTREMLY BIG NEWS!

OMGOMGOMG

give me something to believe in?

Sunday, July 02, 2006

ENGLAND LOST?!?
and im devastated!

(this is gonna be one long post)

i mean how could this be? i thought england was surely gonna win. i tink they r better than Portugal. even by abit. it's just so unfair! then i cant c beckham, j.cole etc etc anymore! wahloa! why rooney go and push his team-mates. then red card and only 10 ppl left. it's so.. AHH! and why beckham get injured. it's so untimely! and why??? the whole match juz flash past with lots of chances for england to score, but they just didnt. they just didnt. lampard. he kept missing. after beckham left, he took the free kicks. but, all missed. tht's alright cos beckham oso didnt get the ball in all the time. but! he miss ALOT of chances. and it's not like only this match! ll the matches tht i saw i saw him play. ALL MISS. how disappointing is tht? im really sad tht england didnt get into semi finals. but not like i can c them play anw. but it's really unfair. u noe lennon in second half.. he got like i dunno how to say la, just tht i noe tht there shd be a penalty kick for england one. but the referee just like pretend nvr c. even the commentator oso say: "surely tht's gonna be a penalty kick." however, nothing like such happened. THE MATCH JUST SUCKS. after like additional time and penalty kicks. Portugal won 3-1. Robinson is so...gah! i cant stand it la! it's so infuriating! i love england still! alot of england players killed their own chance. their fault. i spent my entire might watching the dumb match tht exceeded by like 1 hr... zzz. then i slp for less then 4 hrs then wake up and go 4 guides.

wth? Brazil oso lost can?!
i dun support them but i like kaka, so them losing means tht i cant c kaka anymore which is really kinda terrible. but it's rather unexpected. i mean like Brazil have all the top players there so it's more logical tht they win. but henry got a goal at like 57 mins i tink. and he was unblocked can?! all the Brazil players nvr block him. them yea, ball flew in lor. lucky france. haiz.. poor england and Brazil. the score is really shocking la. the unexpected happended! maybe it would be better if yst didnt take place. argh.... so surreal. im still feeling rather strange. :/

i really got alot of things to say. i mean like so many things happened! and jiayin! THIS IS BLOODY IMPT. i tink u shd go j8 then take neoprints. it's so damn fateful! i saw thongs! as in not thongs in real life but thongs! u noe the machine can vote wad pic nice nice one. then omfg.. i saw him! adeline saw oso! ahh! i cant believe it. thongs was right in front of me. for a full 10 seconds. and it felt like hrs. took my whole breathe away and i shouted the damn name. then omg la. i wanted to call u cos i felt damn shocked. but i realized tht u had ndp! oh mans. the last time in orchard then we saw yuyang in the machine rmb? being kissed by a girl. anw, the neoprint was really ugly. but thongs looked great. ok, maybe not so great, but still thongs. haha, u'll wished u were there. then we took some neos. i tot they look not bad. cos it's like not bad? haha. ok, on bout walkaton day. wah. we were like i dunno. extras. i had jolyn entertaining me the whole day! and we form a 'ato' clique. dun ask. we were bored. then anw, we waited at the wrong place for like 30 mins? wahlao eh! noob can. then somehow we found out tht it was the wrong place. so the ten of us made our way dwn to the correct location. and we very VERY late. and ms alsace golf. or wadever her name is was like wah wah wah... i missed most of it cos i knew they werent compliments. oh wells, we stood there for like 3 mins. then jolyn fell in love wif the vip? haha XD funny la u. then wells, we went to sell some guides stuff lor. and we made, erms, let me tink. like.. 560.70. yay!(: not bad la. then we had free lunch though it totally sucks cos it's so cheapo. but heck la. then yea, i got a balloon. and i felt like a kid! (: then in j8 after neos, there was a place blowong dunno wad bubble, then i abit go play. haha. i felt damn kiddy then. but it was fun la. (: YAY! then i bought jiayin's bdae present-belated. oopsie! haha. then i decided the newbie's everything is nice. haha. i wan everything in the shop (: I LOVE IT. then we went 37 degrees.. blah.. then yea, nothing much lor. then haha, adelin came toapayoh. then i have to accomplany her to trellis towers cos she dunno how to go. oh wells, exercising is good.

on bout yst. jiayin's bdae! haha. then we went the syf thingy which ended at 7. rather early. and jiayin missed the most impt event of the day to her. awww... we were so damn close la later on. bu yea, we saw the whole thing. and like zhi yang and teresa was there. however, they appeared to be only tiny white dots. wahlao. u noe the whole performance was all BAND. i was really bored of it. got thailand one, malaysia one, tanjong katong sec, deyi and erm, i forgot the last one. i knew there wore red though. haha. but they were really good and pro la. but c so many in a row can be taxing u noe. then haiz... the dumb performance. the kids covered themselves wif sewage pipes look-alike. it was DAMN funny. u shd have been there. u would have laugh ur ass off. then haha, u noe band hats. then one grp got feathers sticking out one. then lol, then spray some streamers thingy. then haha, we have to sing national anthem. then haha, the streamers got stuck to a boy's hat and he couldnt take it out. so damn funny la. he was almost right in front of me. it was really funny. anw yst when we went we waited for bus 11 for 30 mins. wad bloody bus takes 30 mins to come can. WAITING FOR BUSES IS ONE OF THE MORE MAJOR THINGS THT I HATE IN LIFE! then in the end, after everything, then we... anyhow walk. as in instead of taking bus 11 back to kallang. we decided to anyhow walk, thought by jiayin and supported by me. oh wells, then we anyhow walk then got one part damn wulu la. damn scary. then yepps, we walked bck! three cheers fo us. did i mention i was wif jiayin and liudi? haha, it was a long day and guess who i met? suqin! ahha. i was surpried la. though i saw her sch at stadium alr.

anw, today walkaton. didnt c sherry. i rmb in sec1 we saw each other. lol. i saw zhong hua ppl. but haha, nvr c la. lol, ok. i decided to go eat my dinner alr though it's early. ahh! still got ipw need to send siowyu by today. south korea. shity! tht means i have to come online later. damn it. :/

give me something to believe?

Saturday, July 01, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAYIN!

hahas! im happy now cos i feel so accomplished! i washed my wallet, pencil case and sch bag! hooray for me can? i nvr felt so... accomplished. haha, my vocab so limited! oh wells, it's like a miracle cos i hate doin chores. but i decided tht my wallet deserves to be washed cos i tink it doesnt look very clean then my sch bag looks unclean too so i wash oso. then my pencil case in front of me so i decided tht in case it feels left out i shall wash it too! (: yay! i feel so happy now! i shall clear up my desk later if i have time cos it's so messy until u cant really c a table anymore. XD haha.

and yst the stupid match take so long to finish. the extra 30 mins oso no goal then gotta have penalty. aiyah, then germany got in. i feel tht argentina's pretty good one. oh wells, heck. i only love ENGLAND (:

aiyah, later going the syf thingy? im feeling so sick! like got sore throat tht kind. haiz... then still got ipw! south korea. family probs. need to research. haiz. i only got abit info. :/ ok la. i need to like face my untable-looking table alr. and tmr got walkaton. then me and jolyn is like some guard of honour thingy. then i dunno where's my gloves! AHH! i tink they r in the drawers of my table. and im not looking forward to finding them. i hope my bag can hurry dry so tht i can put all the junk bck in my bag instead of piling them on my table!

happy bdae jiayin. i'll have to give u a belated bdae present!

;dont walk away now